You just wasted away
Nobody wants to play
Freeze! Tag, your it!
Ha! The first to be bit
Your eyes glaze over
Your skin gets colder
And in my warm embrace
Emptiness clouds your face
And on my knees
I feast on your memories
Aww. Nobody wants to play
They all just waste away
Agitated by your betrayal, the lies
How you succumbed to compromise
Not the warrior you advertised
Just a love leading me to my demise
You suck the joy of the thrill
The love of the kill
You taught me to be weak and feel
Oh how long I went without a meal
Spill your innards on the pavement
Swim in your own blood as payment
Release the moral chains of enslavement
Bound no more by your own resentment
Cast you away I dare not
The pain I haven’t forgot
Enter the demons crimson plot
And pay for all the shame you brought
Paste yourself this will not be quick
Let the veins empty slow and thick
Drips of your regret off my tongue, as I lick
The feast of a worthless, self loathing prick
And like a little school girl I rejoice
Dancing on the ground I made moist
As the last drop falls from your box of noise
I sing in the distance “boys will be boys”
She stands there before me,
She stands there alone,
wishing she could be free.
Tormented by the tears that have shown,
Feeling as if her soul’s about to rot.
Her silent screams only heard by my heart.
I try so hard to listen, I try to understand,
but I can’t answer I can’t even lend a hand.
I ask her why am I the only one who can hear her cries.
She whispered, “Because you’re the only one who tries.”
With tears of torment, I turned from the mirror.
But as I walked away I could still hear her.
Deep in the abyss
There is a dark place
Surrounded by a moat
Behind thick stone walls
An abandoned heart stays put
Never to see the sun
Nor the beauty of the moon
Just away sheltered and hidden
Disguised by its wounds
Too fragile to expose to the world
Too broken and beyond repair
Rotting away
Festering in decay
Just wasting away in the center of nowhere
Happier days are appreciated best during sad times
Love pulsates thicker through hardships and tribulation
Beautiful things are seen with eyes closed
And discomfort comes with conversation
We are best heard when we are silent
And best noticed when we’re gone
So if I say goodbye now, you’ll find out how much my presence was meant
Crash, Boom! Blood rushing from my head
In your most desperate moment you fled
Lights Flicker, Alone and Afraid
Blood Puddles, Alone I stayed
Leaving me for Dead
Burning all that bled
And here I stand before you
Ready to devour you
and repeat the sins you done to me
In your pain my soul will be set free
And here you are all mine
To taste to rape and to dine
I beat my fist against the wall;
I beat the pain out my veins.
All the memories explode;
From all hurt you done.
All I do is blame myself;
And I implode.
Come down crashing like reflective rain of shards;
Fall from where my mirror once stood.
Like a dimension from the other side looking back at me;
I don’t like what I see;
I hate what you’ve done to me;
I beat my fist against the wall.
My knuckles spill crimson regret;
Stinging from the salty sweat.
All my insides gutted out;
All I do is blame me for you.
Now you’re found out;
Staring back at me I feel your guilt and loss of self-respect.
My how the tables have turned;
I’m in the place you once were, but I’m here to collect.
All that you’ve burned;
Because, I don’t like what I see.
I hate the things you’ve done to me;
I beat my fist against your face.
And I finally feel free;
As the red pours out of your eyes and mouth.
I now understand what this love is all about.
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