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Dreaming of You
00:19 Aug 31 2005
Times Read: 764

Dreaming of You

Franne Gold & Tom Snow











Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I wish on a star that somewhere you are

Thinking of me too



Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight

Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me



Wonder if you ever see me

And I wonder if you know I'm there

If you looked in my eyes

Would you see what's inside

Would you even care?



I just wanna hold you close

But so far all I have a dreams of you

So I wait for the day

And the courage to say how much I love you

Yes I do!



I'll be dreaming of you tonight

Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me



Corazón

I can't stop dreaming of you

No puedo dejar de pensar en ti

I can't stop dreaming

Cómo te necesito

I can't stop dreaming of you

Mi amor, cómo te extraño



Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I still can't believe

That you came up to me and said "I love you"

I love you too!



Now I'm dreaming with you tonight

Till tomorrow and for all of my life

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly



Dreaming of you tonight

Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room

I'll be dreaming of you tonight

Endlessly

And I'll be holding you tight

Dreaming...with you...tonight!

"By Your Side"
21:02 Aug 30 2005
Times Read: 768




"By Your Side"



So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side



Boy when you come to me I'm just in my head

Of how glad I am to be with you and

You just don't know how special you are to me

Can't you see we're meant to be, oh yeah

If you ever doubt my love

Don't fear, I'm right here for you

My heart belongs to one and only you

I could never want another



So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side (by your side)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side



So now you know how I feel, baby

You have brightened up my world in every way

Share your feelings, with me baby

You can tell me anything

Keep me close to your heart, darling

You'll be close to mine

One thing that makes me happy

Is spending time with you, baby yeah



So if you call my name (if you call my name)

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here (I'll be right here)

By your side (on your side babe)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win (my love you win)

I'll be right here (oh yeah)

By your side



So if you call my name (if you call my name)

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here (I'll be right here)

By your side (right by your side)

Through thickness and through thin (through thick and thin)

You know my love you win (my love you win)

I'll be right here

By your side



Oh when you walked, into my life

You know you changed it for the better

And you can count on me, to always be true

Don't worry at all...



So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin (oh)

You know my love you win (yeah yeah, baby)

I'll be right here

By your side (by your side baby)



So if you call my name (ooh)

You know my heart you claim (oh)

I'll be right here

By your side (oh by your side baby)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side (right by your side babe)



So if you call my name (ohh yeah)

You know my heart you claim (ohh yeah yeah)

I'll be right here

By your side (uh huh)

Through thickness and through thin (yeah ohh)

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side



So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim (hey)

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin (through thick and thin)

You know my love you win (my love you win)

I'll be right here

By your side

"Selfish"
20:02 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 773

"Selfish"



I just don't understand

Why you're running from a good man baby

Why you wanna turn your back on love

Why you've already given up

See I know you've been hurt before

But I swear I'll give you so much more

I swear I'll never let you down

Cause I swear it's you that I adore

And I can't help myself babe

Cause I think about you constantly

and my heart gets no rest over you



You can call me selfish

But all I want is your love

You can call me hopeless (hopeless)

Cause I'm hopelessly in love

You can call me unperfect

But who's perfect?

Tell me what do I gotta do

To prove that I'm the only one for you

What's wrong with being selfish?



I'll be taking up your time

Until the day I make you realize

That for your there could be no one else

I just gotta have you for myself

Baby I would take good care of you

No matter what it is you're going through

I'll be there for you when you're in need

Baby believe in me

If love was a crime

Then punish me

I would die for you

Cause I don't want to live without you

Oh what can I do?



You can call me selfish

But all I want is your love

You can call me hopeless (hopeless)

Cause I'm hopelessly in love

You can call me unperfect

But who's perfect?

Tell me what do I gotta do

To prove that I'm the only one for you



Why do you keep us apart

Why won't you give up your heart

You know that we're meant to be together

Why do you push me away

All that I want is to give you love

Forever and ever and ever and ever



You can call me selfish

But all I want is your love

You can call me hopeless (hopeless)

Because I'm hopelessly in love

You can call me unperfect

But who's perfect?

Tell me what do I gotta do

To prove that I'm the only one for you



Selfishly I'm in love with you

Cause I've searched my soul

and know that it's you

Selfishly I'm in love with you

Cause I've searched my soul

and know that it's you

Selfishly I'm in love with you

Cause I've searched my soul

and know that it's you..



To prove that I'm the only one for you

So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...

So what's wrong with being selfish...



for you

"If I'm Not The One"
18:02 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 775

"If I'm Not The One"



If I'm not the one you want

Take your time to figure out



I'm staring at your picture every night

The scent of you still lingers in my mind

I wonder if you're alone and feel alright

And the sun has come out of the clouds



And sometimes when I listen to our song

The night seems so cold and far too long

I wanna call you up cause in the end

I keep writing letters to my garbage can





Lately, feels like I'm going crazy

And baby, come and lay down beside me





If I'm not the one you want, then who's he?

Take your time to figure out, and you'll see

If I'm not the one you want, then maybe

I'll be the one you need



I feel like it's on you I can depend

Wish I could turn back the hands of time

Enough of building castles in the sand

Why can't we be forever







Somewhere, in the back of my mind (back of my mind)

I know that you will be mine (you will be mine)

Somehow, wish I could rewind (I could rewind)

And leave all the worries behind..







I'll be the one you need





For you

"Somewhere, Someday"
17:44 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 776

"Somewhere, Someday"



When clouds above you start to pour

And all of your doubts

Rain like a storm

And you don't know who you are anymore

Let me help you find what you've been searching for



Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a field and a river

Somewhere...

You can let your soul run free

Someday...

Someday let me be the giver

Let me bring you peace

Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a break in the weather

Somewhere...

Where your heart and spirit go free

Someday...

Someday it'll be for the better

Let this bring you peace

Girl, I know you, think no one sees

The weight on your shoulders

But you can't fool me

And aren't you tired of standing so tall

Let me be the one to catch you when you fall



Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a field and a river

Somewhere...

You can let your soul run free

Someday...

Someday let me be the giver

Let me bring you peace baby

Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a break in the weather

Somewhere...

Where your heart and spirit go free

Someday...

Someday it'll be for the better

Let this bring you peace...



Let me bring you joy (bring you joy)

Let me bring you peace (bring you peace)

Take these tears that you cry and trust them to me

Let me give you heart (give you heart)

And let me give you hope (give you hope)

Be the one constant love that you've never known...



Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a field and a river

Somewhere...

You can let your soul run free

Someday...

Someday let me be the giver

Let me bring you peace baby

Somewhere...

Somewhere there's a break in the weather

Somewhere...

Where your heart and spirit go free

Someday...

Someday it'll be for the better

Let this bring you peace



Somewhere,

Someday

Let me be the one

Let me be the one to catch you when you fall

Somewhere

Let me bring you peace...

Somewhere...

"If Only Through Heaven's Eyes"
17:41 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 778




"If Only Through Heaven's Eyes"



I never thought you were a fairweather friend

You never let me down, you're true to the end

You’re in the darkest hour, when all was lost

Somehow you left the light on

You faced the wrong and showed the world a thing or two

Stood up for me, for you

And you should know



Some say it wasn’t worth the things we went through

I say it ain’t worth losing you

I hope you know how much you’ve changed all our lives

Someday you’ll see if only through heaven’s eyes



I still remember the things that you said

I keep your words alive I could never forget

Cause in the final hour you made me proud

So proud that I could know you

You told the world its time that they believed in you

You stood for right and truth

And you should know



Some say it wasn’t worth the things we went through

I say it ain’t worth losing you

I hope you know how much you’ve changed all our lives

Someday you’ll see if only through heaven’s eyes



Only through heaven’s eyes ...



And so we can’t forget

We’ve got to keep remembering them all

The ones who took the fall

They did it for us all

And we should learn from it

Stand up if you believe in it

You’ve got to face the world ... be strong



Some say it wasn’t worth the things we went through

I say it ain’t worth losing you

I hope you know how much you’ve changed all our lives

Someday you’ll see if only through heaven’s eyes



By your Comand M'lady good bye

"That Girl Will Never Be Mine"
16:03 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 780

"That Girl Will Never Be Mine"



That girl will never be mine



First time I saw her at the front door

That girl, her face on every billboard

Hands down, you won't believe the way she laid her eyes on me

Six feet, I spot her from the cat walk

So fly, we got into a small talk

Too bad she had to move along

One smile and she was gone



Can't explain

I never thought that I was gonna lose my head

Call me insane

There's got to be a way



How can I get next to her

Now tell me how it's gonna be done

Will I win or lose this one?

(Don't care about the fact that)

She's in a different league

They say it's no use that I try

That girl will never be mine



Next thing, she's livin' in my TV

That girl, stealin' every daydream

Tough luck, she had to be a star when I'm just same old me

But last night, I ran into her briefly

Guess what, she really wanna see me

They said that I was out of line

Who's wrong, who's right this time?



Can't explain

I never thought that I was gonna lose my head

Call me insane

There's got to be a way



How can I get next to her

Now tell me how it's gonna be done

Will I win or lose this one?

(Don't care about the fact that)

She's in a different league

They say it's no use that I try

That girl will never be mine



That girl is freakin' me out

Don't care about the fact that she's all that

That girl has blown out the doubt

There's no way for me to stop



That girl tearin' up the big screen

That girl stealin' every daydream

Tough luck, she had to be the one for me

She will be mine

No matter what they try to say

There's got to be a way



I wanna get next to her

Now tell me how it's gonna be done

Will I win or lose this one?

(Don't care about the fact that)

She's in a different league

They say it's no use that I try

That girl will never be mine

"Everything I Own"
15:53 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 781

"Everything I Own"



You sheltered me from harm.

You kept me warm

You kept me warm

And you gave my life to me

You set me free,

You set me free

The finest years I ever knew

Were all the years I had with you



I would give everything I own,

I'd give up my life, my heart, my home.

And I would give everything I own,

Just to have you back again.



You taught me how to laugh,

What a time

What a time

You never said too much,

But still you showed you cared,

And I knew from watching you.



And nobody else could ever know

The part of me that can't let go.



I would give everything I own,

I'd give up my life, my heart, my home.

And I would give everything I own,

Just to have you back again.



Is there someone you know,

Loving them so,

You're taking them all for granted.

You may lose them one day,

Someone takes them away,

And they don't hear the words

You long to say



Give up my life, give up my heart

Everything I own [Repeat]



You know baby, my love for you will

always stay true. That's right. 'Cause

there is no me without you. (And I would give everything)

Everything I own Nobody can love you, love you

Love you, love you like I do



I would give everything I own,

I'd give up my life, my heart, my home.

And I would give everything I own,

Just to have you back again.



Just to have you back again.

"Story Of My Life"
15:47 Aug 29 2005
Times Read: 782

"Story Of My Life"



Lay your head on my shoulder

Everything is gonna be alright

Baby don't you worry 'bout a thing

I see a rainbow at the end

It's gonna be alright

So many problems around me

Dammit won't they just go away

Every night I pray, yeah

Lord won't you come my way

Won't you come and rescue me

Help me see the light



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off



I've tried so hard to make it

Tried to do the best I could

Tried to do some good,yea

Like the people that I could

Like my family if you would

Trying to live a better life

Fake friends all around me

Trying to be up in my scoop

Acting like they're cool, yea

They don't know that I ain't bline So stop trying to waste my time

And go on with your bull, yeah



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off



Cada vez que siento que el mundo se me esta cerrando

Solo pienso en escaparme del mal

Y cada vez que siento que el aire se me esta acabando pienso en volar

Hasta donde nadie me pueda encontrar



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off

"Climbing The Walls"
21:22 Aug 27 2005
Times Read: 800

"Climbing The Walls"



Close your eyes, make a wish

That this could last forever

If only you could stay with me now

So tell me what it is

That keeps us from each other now

Yeah it's coming to get me

You're under my skin



No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now

Caught by the taste of your kiss

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you



Take my hand, take my life

Just don't take forever

And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah)

There's gotta be a way

For you and I together now

Yeah it's coming to get me

You're under my skin



No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now

Caught by the taste of your kiss (ohh)

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you



It's an illusion

How can I feel this way?

If I can't have you

It's an illusion

Nothing is real this way

If I can't have you



No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now (now)

Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know)

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls)

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss



Ohhhh

I can't let you go no



And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this (ohh ohh)

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you



For you

"I Wanna Be With You"
21:20 Aug 27 2005
Times Read: 801

"I Wanna Be With You"



I wanna be with you

It's crazy but it's true

And everything I do

I wanna be with you



I'd like to know your policy

When it comes to me

Like to know what's in your mind

It's not easy to see

I know now what I feel

And what to do

I wanna be with you

And I'll be waitin'

Until you face the truth

When the light is fadin'

You know what I wanna do

I wanna be with you

It's crazy but it's true (you know it's true)

And everything I do (is for you baby)

I wanna be with you (oh with you)



Everybody say hey

Yeah, see you once again

Yeah, everybody swing Yeah, everybody Yeah, everybody swing



Wish you'd come and set me free

So that I can see

All the things I've left behind

What's missin' in me

I'm lookin' for a sign

In the things you do

I wanna be with you

And I'll be waitin'

Until you face the truth

When the light is fadin'

You know what I wanna do







I wanna be with you

It's crazy but it's true

And everything I do

I wanna be with you





I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)

It's crazy but it's true (It's crazy but it's true)

And everything I do (And everything I do)

I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)

Hey yeah

And everything I do

I wanna be with you





for you

01:58 Aug 27 2005
Times Read: 810

"If I Had You"



if i was blind - you could make me see

if i was down - you could comfort me

well i ain't got a lot - but what i got is true

there's nothihg that i can't do - if i had you



i could walk on water - i could dance on air

go any place - go anywhere

could climb the empire stat - and the rockies too

there's nothihg that i can't do -if i had you



if i had you - for what else could pray?

if i had you - i could make my way

the sun is up - the sky is blue

there's nothing that i can't do - if i had you



if i had you, - for what else could i plead?

if i had you - i'd have all i need

the sun is up - the sky is blue

there's nothing that i can't do - if i had you

there's nothing that i can't do - if i had you





it beats

01:51 Aug 27 2005
Times Read: 811

"Say It"



You know that I want you babe

You know that I need you

You know that I love you

Just say it

Am I giving enough?

Is it all that should be?

When water gets rough

Will you still swim with me?

So afraid to come close

And maybe too slow

And maybe too much

For you to consume



And I wanna know if I

Can live inside your world

And I wanna know if I

Could give it to you girl

You know that I want you say it

You know that I need you say it

You know that I love you say it

Our love just goes on and on and on

You know that I want you say it

You know that I need you say it

You know that I love you say it

My love just goes on and on and on



I gave you all that you need

There's no better place you can be

And I know that in time

You will believe in me

So please hold out your hand

'Cause I want you in my life





My girl so special

I want to give it all to you

Loving you on and on

My girl so special

I want to give it all to you

Loving you on and on









And I wanna know if I

Can live inside your world

And I wanna know if I

Could give it to you girl

You know that I want you say it

You know that I need you say it

You know that I love you say it

Our love just goes on and on and on

You know that I want you say it

You know that I need you say it

You know that I love you say it

My love just goes on and on and on





it beats

Incomplete
04:15 Aug 24 2005
Times Read: 828

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go alone



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Incomplete

"If You Stay"
04:10 Aug 24 2005
Times Read: 830

"If You Stay"



To be happy

You are all I need

To make me happy

'Cuz everytime you're near

All the tears inside are raindrops

All the sadness in my lifetime goes away



Just believe in me

All I need is someone

Who believes in me

You're the goodluck charm

You're the reason for the rainbows

God knows I'd hate to see you go away

Baby don't leave me this way





If you stay

If you stay, I'll give you what you want

I'll show you

I'll show you, I'm the only one for you baby

If you stay

If you stay with me

I'll show you

I'll show you how much I need you

Oh how much I need you



To be with you

I just wanna constantly be with you

It's only when you're around

All the problems solve my problems

All the clouds inside my garden roll away

Baby they roll away







Oh forever

You have all my gratitude forever

For being who you are

Brings me victory as a promise

My frustrations and my losses fly high away

They fly



For the Ghost of my heart

"Heaven In Your Eyes"
04:04 Aug 24 2005
Times Read: 831

"Heaven In Your Eyes"



Open up your heart to me

And say what's on your mind

I know that we have been through so much pain

But I still need you in my life, this time



And I need you tonight

I need you in my life

And I know deep within my heart

It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

Cuz I see heaven in your eyes





For the Ghost of my heart

"If You Knew What I Knew"
03:55 Aug 24 2005
Times Read: 832

"If You Knew What I Knew"



It's 7am, thinking about you

Wondering if the thoughts I'm feeling you're feeling too

Like a new born child, soft to the touch

Baby is it possible to love someone so much



I wish I may, I wish I might

Be that certain someone you wish for every night





If you knew what I knew

You wouldn't say what you said

If you knew what I knew

We'd be together instead

Of you breaking my heart

Over things that aren't true

My lady yes

If you knew what I knew



Time passes by

The only tears I cry

Are filled with disillusion and fears I have inside

Like a lost soul

I feel like I'm all alone

If only I could feel your pain

Within your heart of stone



I wish I may, I wish I might

Be that certain someone you wish for every night









Then you wouldn't have to go away

If you knew what I knew

Then you would be here to stay right by my side always







If you knew what I knew my baby

You would never have said what you said

If you knew what I knew my baby

We would be together instead





for the ghost of my heart

FRANKIE J LYRICS"Gone"
06:29 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 845

"Gone"



Damn...I miss you

MMM...ooh



I toss and turn...it's so hard for me to sleep

I guess I'm no used to being alone...yeah

And I know it's because of me

And I'm trying to face this reality

Past relations they've made me into this man that I am

Knowing now that it's wrong

It's too late cuz she's gone



Gone...gone...gone

Don't think she's ever coming back

It's killing me

That I let her heart down completely

I should've gave her all of me

She's gone

Gone...gone...gone

She ain't even thinkin' 'bout me honestly

Being strong to carry on ain't easy

Gotta face it she's gone...gone



This house is cold

It's like doing time in the pen

Wondering where she is and who she with...yeah

But the hardest thing is there's no one else to blame but me

So I guess I have to take it like a man

But I don't know if I'll ever love again

yeah...yeah



Cuz this pain I'm feeling inside is like a hollow point through my heart

I know that it's kinda crazy

But I feel like I'm falling apart

Usually I'm cool, but I lost it when

She walked away

Lost without her...and she's gone



Gone...gone...gone

Don't think she's ever coming back

It's killing me

That I let her heart down completely

I should've gave her all of me

She's gone

Gone...gone...gone

She ain't even thinkin' 'bout me honestly

Being strong to carry on ain't easy

Gotta face it she's gone...gone



Without some kind of intervention

I can't go on another day...oh

And I can't even bare to mention

The very sound of her name

Without the sky turnin into clouds

Without the rain falling down

Falling down...again...again

I can't face the fact that she's gone



Gone...gone...gone

Don't think she's ever coming back

It's killing me

That I let her heart down completely

I should've gave her all of me

She's gone

Gone...gone...gone

She ain't even thinkin' 'bout me honestly

Being strong to carry on ain't easy

Gotta face it she's gone...gone

FRANKIE J LYRICS
05:51 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 847

FRANKIE J LYRICS



"How To Deal"



Sometimes a man has to choose

And do something he doesn't wanna do

Do I live my life with you as my wife

Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream

I gotta do this for me

Cuz if I don't I'll probably regret it

But if I do I'll probably regret it

How do I cope



[Chorus:]

How do you cope when

The one you love is with somebody else

And there's nothing you could do about it

How do I deal with

The fact that you had a chance

But you chose to turn away for your career

I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'

It's something that I had to do

But nobody said that it would hurt so bad

So how do I live...how do I deal without you



It's killing me to know

That your heart's with me

But you're with him cause I chose

To be in this industry

Money, shows, and hoes come along with luxury and pain

Is all you see when you think about it

But this is the life that I was given

So I have to live it to the fullest

But how do I deal in the meantime without you



[Chorus]



How do you deal when you can't be with

the one you love but the one you love is

with somebody else

What do you do when you know she don't love him

but she love me but she cant stand lovin' you faraway

you just deal with it,deal with it

(I dont wanna have to live with it)

you just deal with it,deal with it

(no,no,no)

you just deal with it,deal with it

(I dont want nobody else alovin' you)

you just deal with it,deal with it

(I dont nobody else alovin' me)



[Chorus]



How do you cope when

The one you love is with somebody else

And there's nothing you could do about it.......

FRANKIE J LYRICS
05:50 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 848

Well it's early in the morning

And my heart is feeling lonely

Just thinkin bout you baby

Got me twisted in the head

And I dont know how to take it

But it's driving me so crazy

I dont know if it's right

I'm tossin turning in my bed

It's 5 oclock in the morning

And I still can't sleep

Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me

weep...

I'm feeling hopeless in my home

I dont know what to do I think I'm in love

Baby...



[Chorus]

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong)

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?



Now I know you're not my lady but I'm just tryin to make this right

I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind

So baby if u let me could I getchu to say maybe we could ride together

We could do this all nite now I dont care if u got a man

Baby I wish you'd understand

Cuz I know he can't love u right, quite like I can

It's 5 oclock in the morning

And I still can't sleep

Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me

weep...

I'm feeling hopeless at home

I dont kno what to do I think I'm in love



[Chorus]

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong)

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?



I love the way u freaky like that

I love the way u freaky like that

I love the way u freaky like that

It's an obsession



[Baby Bash]

Hold up let me dream

Shorty got me feelin less supreme

Where my candy, where my cream

Got your boy feel less supreme

Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent

Loving everything your representing

Got alot of money, I love to spend it

And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream

You're my blessin when I'm stressin

My superfly beauty queen

I'm gonna keep it saucy

Cuz my money know how I do, we go rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you



[Chorus]

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) what am I do wrong [echo]

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

What am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong?) what am I do so wrong? [echo]

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)

Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?



Amor

01:36 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 852

"Story Of My Life"



Lay your head on my shoulder

Everything is gonna be alright

Baby don't you cry, Don't you worry 'bout a thing

I see a rainbow at the end

It's gonna be alright

So many problems around me

Dammit won't they just go away

Every night I pray, yeah

Lord won't you come my way

Won't you come and rescue me

Help me see the light



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off



I've tried so hard to make it

Tried to do the best I could

Tried to do some good,yea

Like the people that I could

Like my family if you would

Trying to live a better life

Fake friends all around me

Trying to be up in my scoop

Acting like they're cool, yea

They don't know that I ain't bline So stop trying to waste my time

And go on with your bull, yeah



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off



Cada vez que siento que el mundo se me esta cerrando

Solo pienso en escaparme del mal

Y cada vez que siento que el aire se me esta acabando pienso en volar

Hasta donde nadie me pueda encontrar



What do you do when your water runs dry

When your greens and your blues turn to black and white

It's the story of my life

When the fires get out, can you turn 'em off

Can you turn 'em off

Sorry
01:16 Aug 17 2005
Times Read: 865

Everybody makes mistakes,I told you I was sorry.

won't you tell me what to do,to make

your sad eyes believe,girl,no matter what it takes

I swear I will make it better,cause i'm not so used

to wearin',my heart out on my sleeve.



My word,I swear,I'm gonna make this right

Please don't leave me standing here

I'll make all your darkness disappear,

Cross my heart,This time,Girl I'll be loving you

forever,When I need to say a prayer,I'll call your name

I swear,I swear







Do you remember yesterday??You promised me tomorrow.

How I dreamed we hold each other,

Don't throw it all away.

cause Girl we got so much to lose.Can't we

just tear out these pages???

Give me one more chance,I'm begging you,

But baby please don't go







My word,Yeah I'm trying to turn

this love around,You keep the sky from falling

down,I'm on my knees......



I know you know that love

can make you cry and break your heart

And you've been there before,

And so you're so afraid to let somebody

M'lady, won't you try again, try again



Cause you're heart is safe with me

I'll never hurt you

I'll be there through everything

I won't make you cry

I know this world is cold

But in my arms you'll see

That you're heart is safe with me





What can I do for you to understand

you're in good hands

I'll never do you wrong.What can I say to make your doubts to disappear

I won't let no tears get near

No M'lady, I'll be here



I will be there for you

be anything you need

Love can last forever

I'll show you how it feels

I'll keep my heart beside you

So your heart will see

That youre safe with me





for a ghost in my past..

The last to know
08:20 Aug 15 2005
Times Read: 892

Why am I always the last to know?

Tell me why is it always me alone

Still dancing when the party's over?

Why am I always the last to see

Just a fool who believes

You're still in love with me

Even love can see it's over

Always the last to know



What do I do till I'm back on my feet?

Do I hang around and try to pretend,

That I'm really over you and it won't be long

Till love says it's my turn again

Oh The next time I fall

I'll be takein' my time

Till I know, Her love is mine

Everything
08:15 Aug 15 2005
Times Read: 893












Love was whispering my fate

I heard it through your smile

And now i get through every day baby

Just to hold you at night

There is no star out of my reach

And forever's not to long

Nothing is impossible baby

When i'm with you, when i'm with you

I can finally believe now without my pride

When i'm reachin' out to love from inside

And i could never be afraid with the comfort of

Your touch

A thousand worries fade away

In the sweetness of your kiss

And all the walls come fallin' down

Cause your love is everything,everything to me

Back again
08:13 Aug 15 2005
Times Read: 894

Nothing could be harder to believe

When you told me that you needed to be free, free

I'm only gettin' by on memories

Hopin' maybe time will help you see, see

I'm searchin' for the one abandoned dream ,I need to reclaim

Heaven's in the love I cannot reach

You know I'm longin' for the magic of your touch

And I thank God, I'm never givin' up the chance to trust you'll come

back to me

*I know I'll be holdin' on to thoughts of yesterday

I keep holdin' on to the times we shared, baby

I could see forever in your eyes

Can't live without you, I'm dyin' inside

Can't we get it back again

How can this be
08:08 Aug 15 2005
Times Read: 895

I can't believe,Not in my wildest dreams

That you would do this to me

Thats why i'm standing here

Baptized in all my tears

How could you break my heart so easily

I gotta let you know

Thats not the way i flow

This thing is blowin' my mind

After all that we been through

How could you do what you do baby be so unkind

How could this be

That you would just up and go away from me

How could you go

You got me feelin' like i'm kind of all alone

How could this be

That you would just up and go away from me

How could this be

You cannot tell me you did'nt know

I needed you so

How could this......

I thought that we were both

Seeing eye to eye

How could you tell me that lie

That you were down for me

Like I was down for you

How could you be so untrue

I'm tryin' to figure out

What were you thinkin' 'bout

When you just walked out my life

Coz every day i still wonder

Would you be my wife so tell me....

Coz girl i'm in a bad situation

So tell me what am I supposed to do

I don't have a clue what i'm facin'

I'm still Wanting you

And every day I'm not with you

My heart is slowly breakin'

This can't be right

How can this be..

Shead A tear
07:41 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 903

Please let me help you.

im here all the time.

i love you with every breath i breath,

you compleet my little rhyme.



But now i see you frowning.

and i really dont know why

i see the tears apon your face.

i wish you not to cry.



this would all just drown away.

if you just let me in

if you just let me hold you

ill shelter you from the wind.



What is this i see?

you are smiling once again

but why are you so happy

you dident let me win



You let someone else hold your hand

and tell you its okay

you let them take my breath away

you made them make your day



So now im the one crying

with thoughs in my head

i wish you would have let me

my love was like the flowers of red



now... close your eyes

think of why you had fear

close your eyes and think of me...

please... shead one more tear.

Don't Abandon me
07:28 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 905

Dont abandon me here in this place

waiting an watching for you

to come back

i need a sign because this gap

i cant see across it.

im runnig frantic

threw the dark tree branches

trying to get back to you



Look at me

Look for me

Im searching a way back

to your arms



A heart beats faint

Its mine own

Ive stumbled an triped

over this fear of Losing

Laid down an face to the stars

Seeing nothing scares me most



Look at me

Look for me

Im searching for you

Find me



Deep in this confusion

i dont see your light enymore

or am i blind?

reach for my hand

but fail, the cool night air

is all that is to the touch



Look at me

Look for me

Im searching my way back

to your arms

Find me



Is this panic over whelming

or am i dreaming

i need your guidence

Your lust

Your pulse

You keep me alive

in this bleak world



Dont abandon me in this

place

watching an waiting for you

to come back

i need a sign because this gap

i cant see across it.

im runnig frantic

threw the dark tree branches

trying to get back to you



Look at me

Look For me

Im searching for a way back

to your arms



Dont abandon me here....

I will not wake
07:17 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 906

I lie awake and silently pray

For sleep to come, take me away,

A sleep from which I will not wake,

That my breath should mercy’s angel take.

I remember waking up this morning,

Eyes open to find a new day dawning,

I knew then that once again

I’d face a day of hopeless pain.

So I pray to you again tonight,

My tears shining in the moonlight,

Please send an angel from your heart

To deliver me into the dark

Where in sleep I do not fear the day,

When she’s taken all my pain away,

In a sleep from which I will not wake,

That my breath should mercy’s angel take.

More From A friend
02:57 Aug 08 2005
Times Read: 926

I am Everything

I an sane

But unstable

I am charming

But unwitty

I am common

In my own unigueness

I am Everything

I am cold hearted

But warm blooded

I am outgoing

But shy

I am the calm

Before the storm

I am Everything

I am an actress

In my own words

My own words

Are not mine

I play every role

But my own

I am Everything

I am one with the crowd

But stand out in my own greatness

I am invisible in the sun's light

But am bright like the moon in darkness

My screams are never heard

By the one nearest me

But is a siren in the masses

I am Everything

I am always seen

But not as me

I am always heard

But not listened to

I play every role

Save my own

I am Everything



~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)



Misery

Why is it sad here?

Why do you cry?

Is your remorse

More powerful

Than your disgrace?

Why is it so hard

For you to believe?

Is the truth

Too hard for you to face?

I can't try anymore

It hurts too much

Can't you see?

I tried so hard

Miserably

Out of reach

Why can't you see

What your doing to me?

It hurts so much

I'm in misery

Carry on and

And bury your faith

I cry, I cry

In misery

Go ahead and

Turn your face

I die, I die

In misery

Play your emotions

Well,

Because you do,

Hide your face as well

I'm not like you.

Cry and cry,

While I die, I die

In misery.

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)



My Enemy



Is this enough to take...

Take me in...my eyes bleed

My mother's blood...

She sees her soul

It breaks

Break this pain...

Sewn in my skin...my time is faded

There is nothing left

For me to give

Seething...taken

My soul is forsaken

Crying out...I see your eyes...

Something tells me your given...

Given to your own greed

Consumed by your hate and fear

Break me out, share this pain

You'll see me for who I am....

Nothing to you, but everything to me

You are my own worst enemy



~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)



Pain Giver



See....I see....

You see my pain

In which you carved

Along my flesh...

The blood spells out

My sweet release,

Yet you keep cutting.

I don't think its for

My own good anymore,

But for your own.



See....I see...

I see your pain

Because isn't it

Also my own?

Emotionless in this stance...

Knowing nothing,

Yet seeing all....

This is your bitter release.



See...you see...

I've freed myself

Gone from the pain

That existed...

I have bled my pain gone.

There is nothing left for you

To cut away...

And what will you do now?



See...I see...

You have found another

Another victim of thier own demise

I see that hunger grow as you begin

To slowly cut away,

Cut away thier pain,

Bleed away thier pain,

And add to your own.

Another victim for your flesh...

But where will you go...

Pain giver?

© Keisha Courville

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)



Dead Memories



Inch by inch...memories sweep through me, passing through my head...

Memories that take me back....things that should be dead.

They play through my mind...all the words you say...

My bleeding ears can hear you now, through my soul they play.

Screaming...etching with thier sharpened bones...

deep within my tattered skin...seething...bleeding...

Taste this pain that fills my mouth....

That spreads beneath these lips...

I have come to show you now

With my fingertips.

These words...They play through my mind...

Suffering...beating it still...

Beating it until the mind grows ill...

Facing these moments...your tormented face...

Seeing your anger...



Time is still and I am sitting here...watching the shadows that flicker over my walls...

Wishing for a way to fall.

She takes me...leaves me....lying here alone

Grasping at words and memories...

Memories that take me back....things that should be dead.

© Keisha Courville

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)







Wicked Light



Face me....taste me...

Put me in my resting place.

Feed me...dream me...

Or is it too much for you to take?

Feel me...kill me...

Chill me with your cold touch.

Create me...and break me...

With your poisoned touch.

Break my fate and I can already taste your lucid skin upon my lips.

I rape your skin with my eyes, I bleed your ears with my words.

Your pain is like a suffering that I gather upon myself,

But it is a reality I can touch.

Your eyes tell me everything, but see nothing...

Not even me anymore.

But I know that you can feel me, scratching....tasting...knowing.

I'll stitch your lips...Your words mean nothing.

I'll pluck out your eyes, for you can not see.

You'll die quickly under my grip, for I love you too much to kill you slowly.

Pain me...take me...

Watch me dance before you.

Find me...bind me...

Because in the end you lose.

See me...be me...

I'd love to watch you fight.

Fear me, hear me....

For I am the Wicked Light.

© Keisha Courville

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)







Whisper of Destruction



See

I see inside

Allas I see

I see your soul

The makings of a virgin god

Were never meant

To withhold.

Allas I see

I see your mind

The whirling thoughts within

The lasing strike

Of our damnation

You were never really Kin.

I knew

You knew

Where we always stood

Outside the door

Upon your ground

The things we saw

We were kept silent

We knew what we had found.

Through stitched lips

We spoke to you

In whipsers in your ear

Our gentle but pained lips

Knew yours

In time

But you were never really here.

The kiss of destruction

The Eyes of a killer

Could see our world of pain

When all was spoken

And when all went silent

We were hushed away

So take our hearts

With your bitter hands

And tuck them in your place

But when your death comes for you

You will remember this face.

© Keisha Courville

~Nehmahati Kerosna (Kala)



My Love, My Breath, My Fear, My Death



Trust me love, but not for my heart

These stolen dreams are tampered

Are they not one in the same?

Pray for me, My love

For eternity waits in it's webbed dreams

And dangerous notions rise against all will

And the night creeps in like fog.

Sing for me, My love

For water wavers upon dancing light

And these dreams that hold me

Are no longer real.

Watch carefully, My love

For deceit is closer than you think

And preys its fingers upon thy soul.

Weep for me, My love

For I am forever gone here,

Without a whisper in so many wicked dreams.

Dream of me, My love

For it is sweet abandon that you so deliciously savor on thy lips

Return with no sorrow, forever hate in willful ways

Come to me My love

My arms are wide, but my words are few

Do you despise me?

These things I fear

Whisper to me, My love

My sweetest dreams cascade like water over my open wounds

I live no longer in this redeeming way

Rise for me, My love

My whispered fingers cling too long to thee

All the dreams of a thousand nights stretch into an Eternity

Hard to bare.

Sleep for me, My love

The life that transcends your soul,

Will never wake a mortal soul

And all that lies beneath your head,

Lying here with all that’s dead

Smell the flowers for me, My love

For I live not my life, but the life of another

Dreaming hopes of bleeding hearts

Silk less pillows for thee to part

Admonished dreams of those that waits

Hoping lovely for a beautiful fate.

Be with me, My Love

For no longer will my soul be mine.

© Keisha Courville 2003







The Breaking of My Soul



Pain, break this pain out

Make me bleed so I can see

Tear my heart out

With my soul

To free me from this misery



Eye in eye

This pain inside

You can not see it

For you are blind



Are my screams enough for you?

I seem to have lost my faith

Brand me with my dying words

The beast inside for me to wake



When we were lost

When we were broken

You didn't really care

Your children would

Scream out for you

But you wouldn't even dare



I broke this silence

With my thoughts

These redeeming ways of mine

I broke your passion

I broke your hate

All I needed was time



You see me now

As you dwell

And drown amongst your griefs

You have lost me

For your words

Have brought this new release



Cover me now, Cover me

In my shining rage

Tempt me with your ever words

To trap me in this cage



Tear me now, Tear me

For my soul is lost

In this gamble for your sanity

My soul was the cost



Hear me now, as you have not

For my heart was killed

My soul was lost

But yours will die

Forever in your guilt.

© Keisha Courville 2003





This last poem is one of my strongest...if you want to know part of me...this last one will do it.

These are from a friend of mine Keisha Courville
01:42 Aug 05 2005
Times Read: 932

Very nice....and yes, I understand it...and not simply because of my ties and knowledge of vampires...but simply because I am a writer myself. I am rather good at interpretation.



I have a few that might take you're interest. Tell me what you think...and if you have any idea what they may mean.



De Mascnava (DeMask the Beast)



"The strong shall rise and the meek shall fall....the meek shall inherit the earth, but only for a time."



How will we stand here

Beneath out wings

To let it fly

To let it play

To hear the songs she sings.



I stand here before you

Upon your ground.

Ericera sa Moshneia

Cold is the wing

That carries us

Cold and deep within

The blood that flows

Inside of us

Was never really kin.



Point



In point to play

The virgin god

To see the sights

Of old

To see the crescent witch

To trail

With the coming

Of the cold

The irredecent moon to come

The banshee screams again

The hands are drenched

With blood and filth

The soul is full of sin

The clouds to part

And show the sky

The thoughts so bright and bold

The truths so vivid

In my mind

With the words of old.



Hands of Not



In dreams they come

The Hands of Not

No power to take

Prisms forgot

In time, They come

In wisdom, They seek

The earth is inherited

By those of the meek

The turning is called

The last is done

The light is callen

By the child of the son

All to wake

By those that sleep

Enough to know

Enough to keep



Takes of Venui



The children that call out to you in all thier love

The screams that reach your heart, with the crying of your blood.

The stems of forgotten takes of Venui

To bring about thier war

To touch the loving hands of Keri

Never to go that far

I see you in all your fades and glories are to bleed in rights

The way we come

The time will go

Into your sleepless nights.

So listen now, to the cries of many

In this time of weep

The cries to be heard

The war to be carried

In a time of greed.

© Keisha Courville 2003



Nos Femante



Inside does the darkness dwell

Outside does the light shine.

I am both in the same,

Yet none of them are mine.

I am the Yakshini

In men's hearts

But am the Krishna

In their eyes.

I come in peace,

Yet am a threat

To mankind and thier lies

© Keisha Courville 2003

Vampyre life
10:18 Aug 01 2005
Times Read: 944

Vampyre life



Hiding in the shadows, the deep bright eyes.

That insatiable hunger, wanting and lusting.

The ultimate sacrifice.

The taking of life to prolong thy own.

That orgasmic feeling of the kill.

The Blood is the life and it shall be mine.

Live forever.

I want this life, those eyes.

This is the true power, the hunger that I want.

The blood is the life.

The life I live.

The vampyre Life



By Noctem Aeternus