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So I gave my heart.

What was promised to you, for you forever to stay.

How could I be..

I was blind to see in you,

Your promise wasn't the same.

If I had known you better would this really matter to me?

Got to keep up with you.

I guess it's cause your young.



How could you give it away,

I gave my heart to you,

Gave you love and yes it was true.

I gave my heart to you, Gave my haert to you my baby.



So I keep this pain deep inside my heart.

As much as I need you, as much as I pleased you,

I feel you slip away.

If I could turn back time would it change to make it right?

Got to be strong to tell you..

This is what I want to say, to say to you.

How could it be?

You were meant for me in my eyes,

Your love for me was a disguise.



Nothing matters to you anymore

You took my heart and tore my soul apart!!!

I guess it's cause your young..

So this is what I want to say, To say to you



How could you give it away,

I gave my heart to you,

Gave you love and yes it was true.

I gave my heart to you, Gave my haert to you my baby.

Thank you my brother you honor us!







I thank you for allowing me to add you.



But the actions that he did, I do not hold against your family. Is of him. Do you know my child Ice.



On 10:02:36 May 04 2006 ----------- wrote:



feel free to add me and it is understandable you wish to go to Lord Ryu first. all is well and the pleasure is all mine my sole true intention is to show that Skids shaming of our Family is not being taken lightly. i was and am utterly disgusted at his actions after being informed of them...and may Lord Ryu have mercy on him for if i am told to handle the situation i will not, that is not to say i will harm him merely my punishment will be one to make him own his shame, a ''scarlet letter'' if you will. it pained to be informed that one that i call brother would act in the manner he did. i think it the general opinion of my house of his disgrace to our name though not many of us know yet. i assure you, all of us do not act as he does.

may mother night keep you in her warm embrace and i wish the best for you and your Family

-me-



On 09:32:46 May 04 2006 ------------ wrote:



It is nice to meet you Mikey and I thank you for messaging me.

It would be most honored if you added me to your friends list and may I be allowed to do the same of you. I am pleased that you have asked me first and I thank you for this.

But please forgive me if I choose to speak to Lord Ryu first before I ask of you anything. I mean no harm by doing it this way, but he is the only one I trust of the house at the moment and he is the only one I have really spoken to and keep in contact with as well.

It most kind of you as well to try and help relieve some of the stress that your Lord has taken on.



~ Lady L.S. ~



On 09:08:43 May 04 2006 ----------- wrote:



Ave M'lady,please allow me to introduce myself, i am affectionately known as Mikey and i stand at the right hand and act as personal guard to my lord, Lord Ryu of the House Noctem Aeternus. May i have permission to add you to my friends list? i would like to attempt to try and prove that not all of my Family are dishonorable and decietful as Skid...i probably should have consulted my Lord before sending this but i felt the need to say that my Lord is a great and honorable Lord. which i am sure you already know. i am very displeased in his actions as is Lord Ryu . None of us have really spoken with him, as of for quite a spell he has been reclusive and antisocial please do feel free to message me with any problems you may have questions or anything at all you may feel as a concern to my house. understand that i am not trying to go over the head of my Lord moreso then to alleviate some of his stress i feel it to be part of my job.

thank you for your time,

-me-

Too many words unspoken, and promises unkept,

and now my heart is broken.

So many nights I've wept.

Made love out in the open.

While the moon was up above.



I hear a silent whisper going through my mind.

Ever since you told that lie.

I never dreamed that love could hurt this way,

until the day you took my heart away.

You just don't know what I am going through.

You left me all alone.

How could you be so cruel.

Remember the nights we used to share,

I proved to you my Angel my tender loving care.

Oh Angel, You said you still love me.

We Promised each other we will be.

Living more than a life.

Not just a fantasy.

My Angel you said you loved...

There are things we can't explain.

Why is there so much pain.



There is a fear in both our hearts

If we don't lose it,

The fear could tear us apart.

You did what you did.

You tried to lie and hide.



You think your clever words will fool me my angel,

and the magic in your smile will sooth me Lady.

How long can you go on pretending baby,

Your eyes can't hide the lies,

You make me crazy.



X-Ray vision, Baby I can see through you.

X-Ray vision baby I'm in love it's true.



I'm looking out my window the world is turning,

and there's a lesson you should be learning.

Love is not a game is what I'm saying.

Stop playing with my heart ,

It's tearing us apart.

Just hear the words I say,

Don't throw it all away





I hear a silent whisper going through my mind.

Ever since you told that lie.

I never dreamed that love could hurt this way,

until the day you took my heart away.

You just don't know what I am going through.

You left me all alone.

How could you be so cruel.

________ wrote:



I must admit, I was thinking the excat same thing-----lol



On 16:43:30 May 03 2006 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you are most welcome but he will if I take his new girl from him...



On 16:41:25 May 03 2006 ________wrote:



I shall tell her for you.



But also was told that he does not care if you will be mad at him or not.



But I do thank you



On 16:37:48 May 03 2006 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



My dear sister I knew nothing of this girl but be sure that I will take care of this I am sorry for my sons dishonorable behavior. I am saddened to know one of mine would do such a thing....we have not seem him in over a month but I will make sure we see him today. Please tell Ice I am sorry and beg her forgiveness.



Yours in blood and shadow

Ryu Noctem Aeternus



On 06:24:37 May 03 2006 ________wrote:



Greetings my brother,



I am sorry to speak of this, but one of your children has hurt mine. He has betrayed her really bad. He and her just broke up today, witch is a normal thing, but the only difference is that they will not be getting back together.



He has told her that he has been seeing another now for a bit and she will be moving out there to be with him in four months and that he loves her. After promising her that things would be different with him and her and he would never do to Ice what has been done in the past.



I heard this girls name is Charlie and he met her through James at a party a while back.



If her knew of this I am wondering why he would lead Ice on this way knowing how she felt about him.



I even walked in on her flushing all of her heart meds down the toliet and was a little to late to stop her, now I have her by my side for the next 3 days till I can get her to the dr for her appointment to get more. She as at the piont that she doesnt care anymore about any thing or anyone and I need to watch this to keep her around, if not for her then for her son. I know how she is.



I thank you for hearing this and hope that you will get back to me soon.