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love, there is so many things to describe it



compassion, warmth, loyalty, trust, respect, and passionate



yet these are things of what we all feel, but it is also about the yearning ache in our hearts



kisses, hugs, sweet nothings, special moments, holding hands, looking into each others eyes...



sometimes it hurts so much to think about it, knowing that you feel not special enough to have that....tearing you into pieces and yanking them apart



for centuries things have come and gone... love, life, romance, death, friendships, families, and anything else in between



so why must i feel what everyone else feels, being an empath to those who are not kind to me



it hurts me so to just to look upon happy couples, sharing moments in the hallways of school, kisses in the park.... making my heart ache more and more



a few famouse quote "a life without love, is no life at all"

"love is a very splended thing, it can lift us up where we belong!"



OH! how i have dreamed to have someone show me respect and treat me with compassion....



now after 18 years.... im still waiting



waiting for that time where i can finally find the light to my empty, dark, nightmare



waiting.......in pain.....in ache.....in longing....in the dark......





forever