20:56 Aug 29 2025
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Been a while. But trying to make myself get out of this depression, funk. Trying to get back to a normal sleep pattern. Some nights it works, others not so much. My mind just keeps going- things needing done, things I've not done. And things I have done so I can question those. And always back to my parents, my sisters.
The oldest who has nothing to do with us unless money is being demanded , asked court case be drop. She is now agreeing to meet, talk listing with realtor. And other business issues that need resolved. Something me and my sister who just past asked for over 4 years ago.
Will wait and see. Meeting to be on the 9th. She divorced her " you will do as I say, I'll make you sell this, I know more then you" husband.
Please- you run HR depts for huge companies. Meaning you have rules, laws, policies. You never stuck you neck out on a business deal in your fucking life. You never worked holidays, work for no pay, bottom line at your feet. And not really sure what HR skills has to do with rentals.....but fuck off.
Yeah you could tell how the one mediation chance went. Had to remind him- your wife owns 1/4th. I represent 3/4 so...
And as both sister left everything to me- I still do. Since none of us married we knew it would go to our sisters. How my will is set up. I need to redo it now. 😞 if only I was asked what I would give to have my family back- it all.
I will always love the ex judge who oversaw that meeting. He loved explaining that too. Bullying pissed him off too.
But think she learned. Court house steps sale are not your the way to go. She forced one and only way we got the price appraisal for it was I was bidding on it too.
Think she realized if I can get a rental home for 50,000....screwing her over- so be it. Here is your 1/4. - 12,500
So let's hope she is ready to be smart on this- our retirement fund
Let's see- sis house 120 miles away. All her belongings. Mom jewelry. Dad's collections. His guns that my cousin is keeping safe for years.
Just so much.
And some nights my brother sleeping meds don't work so we up at mid night- to just before dawn. I tried a caregiver but Ray became upset. Dr said he is afraid- only been 4 months so the ideal of a stranger, and me leaving for 8 hours is traumatic to him. Suggest time.
That's about it. Nervous about the 9th but know it needs done, sold. I have handled, worked rentals properties for 45 years. I'm old, not willing to do it anymore. I get those settled, stuff sold or gifted away it might find us traveling some. Beach for a week sounds nice. Would say cruise- but Ray afraid of water. Tho he fishes. lol
I'm trying to be on more, letting VR run on my phone. That way if I get busy, at least I got a free minutes log on. And so many friends from this site has reached out. Messages, items sent in mail. Kind word, shoulders offered to lean on. Love you all, meant the word to me even if I just didn't have the energy to reply right then.
Hope everyone is doing OK. Hope life has treated you well.
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OldSoul
00:13 Aug 30 2025
*hugs*
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
17:08 Sep 01 2025
*hugs* I am always here Ratty... I said it here, offline and I will continue to say it... if all I can do is have you call me and vent or cry... I will sit on that phone listen and blubber in tears right with you.