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Giving in and giving up seem so tempting right now. I just can't seem to get things right in my life. Have I really asked for that much in life? Oh well. Not much i can do i suppose. People come and go born and die. I just can't seem to figure out why nothing matters to me anymore. Its like I have become so numb to everything. I don't know what interests me anymore I don't care to do anything but then I hate being bored.



I think I am just trying to ignored everything. But feelings don't even seem real anymore. It's like they don't exist. But they do because I still feel an ungodly amount of pain and hate. How do I get past this? I feel like there is nothing out there that will make a difference. But I guess I could be wrong.