I'm just really tired.  Tired of the bullshit.  Tired of all the fake ass people.  I do not have the time or the room in my life for fake friends.  Friendship, like love, is not something you can turn on or off like a faucet.  It's constant.  When someone does something to disrupt that consistency, it makes everything off balance.  For me, its happened more than once.  I thought I learned a long time ago to shut people out and keep my guard up and not let anyone in.  Like a moth to a flame, I am drawn to it.  I crave for a real friendship.  My wings are so burned from the flame that I can barely keep my self afloat any longer.  I have decided that I am not going to try.  I give up.  The work is now on you.  I have nothing else left to give.  The ball is in your court, you can either score or go home because I am not playing this game.  I am out.  Peace.
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