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Disillusioned
01:33 Aug 15 2008
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I'm sure it has happened to you at some point.

You find yourself in a situation and think "I know how this will turn out" because it's always the same. Why should this one instance be any different? But you are fooled into security and into believing things are not as they seem. You are disillusioned. And one day it will hit you, and you will be sad yet not surprised, because it's always the same.....

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Cinnamon
01:54 Aug 15 2008

Every single day, unfortunately. :(

Isis101
04:00 Sep 08 2008

This is my life...

23:27 Aug 07 2008
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A job, a job! Finally I found a job!

Now I just have to play catch up and save every penny I earn so I can make my car payment >.

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Sinora
10:58 Aug 08 2008

Congrats hon, I'm pleased for you x

23:31 Aug 06 2008
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What I wouldn't give for some small pleasures

a warm peaceful bath

an hour of silence

some time alone to read in my room

a nap perhaps

some sweets

an evening playing DDR

prime time T.V.

mexican food

a few moments to study my tarot or fractions

someone, ANYONE to call me to see if I want to hang out with them

:'( I can't write anymore on this......

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23:16 Aug 06 2008
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Privacy.

Some people are very private. They keep almost every aspect of their personal life hidden from even their closest friends. I guess this seems strange to me because I am a very open person....with but a few exceptions.

But when is it too much?

When does it go so far as to interfere with the relationship of those around them?

Especially when there is a problem, or situation.

Those close by may be genuinely concerned, or perhaps even able to help, but if the situation is hidden from them, what is there for them to do?

Nothing.

Nothing but sit idly by and watch the one they care about writhe in inner torment.

It is enough to make one even angry at this person for keeping secrets from them.

Angry and hurt.