Well my neck arm and upper back seem to be doing much better. I have recently acquired a new pain medication as the last one didn't seem to be affecting me that much. I was told though, that upon my next visit to pain management (in two weeks) if there hadn't been a lot of improvement on my lower back that I may have to have trigger point injections. These are injections done directly into the muscle to help it relax so that it can get better circulation. The effects of the injections last much longer than pills do and because they are "on site" more effective. The injections would be a kind of steroid, not cortisone, which is bad because it can cause deterioration. I don't know how I feel about this just yet....
A little scared of getting a needle in my back, and for how long would I have to get them? Also, how are steroids in my back going to affect the rest of me? So I'm hoping my drugs and some rest will help me recover better so I don't have to go through that.
Just to let everyone know:
I was in a car accident on Sunday and am slowly recovering. I just went back to work today and I don't know if that was such a good idea. Eight hours really took it out of me. I'm in therapy and on meds, but i'm also training someone at work so i won't be on much. Once things get back to normal you'll see more of me and I promise more zombie story :)
Things are hard for me right now, but I'm determined to get through this. It's pretty difficult when you're alone though >.
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Omg...I just assumed you were with your man...I'm so sorry to hear that.
You are in my thoughts hon....try and keep in touch through your journal....even if it's only a quick line or two. *hugs* xxx
No, unfortunately, this happened after I had left his place for the weekend. :'(
Ohh dear.. hang in there woman and take care of yourself~
You are in my prayers. I hope you recover quickly.
*Philosophy of sex*
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural,wholesome things that money can buy."
--Tom Clancy
"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither."
--Steve Martin
"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand."
--Woody Allen
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night."
--Rodney Dangerfield
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL."
--Lynn Lavner
"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist."
--Matt Barry
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope."
--George Burns
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant."
--George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships."
--Sharon Stone
"My girlfriend always laughs during sex ---no matter what she's reading."
--Steve Jobs (Founder, Apple Computers)
"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch."
--Jack Nicholson
" Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is."
--Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady -- and you didn't think Barbara had a sense of humor)
"Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet."
--Robin Williams
"Women complain about premenstrual syndrome, but I think of it as the only time of the month that I can be myself."
--Roseanne
"Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place."
--Billy Crystal
"According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful."
--Robert De Niro
"There's a new medical crisis. Doctors are reporting that many men are having allergic reactions to latex condoms. They say they cause severe swelling. So what's the problem?"
--Dustin Hoffman
"There's very little advice in men's magazines, because men think, I know what I'm doing. Just show me somebody naked."
--Jerry Seinfeld
"Instead of getting married again, I'm going to find a woman I don't like and just give her a house."
--Rod Stewart
"See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time."
--Robin Williams
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Ha.. love those.
Over half of those, sadly, are taken directly from my life.
It's been a while since I climbed up onto my soap box, but I'm not going to start now. Just need a little free speech is all.
Something has undoubtedly clouded my brain today. I can't remember how to fucking spell for shit! And fuck coordination, I dropped two drinks on myself today, tripped on my own feet, almost fell over my desk, knocked over a stack of papers, got a paper cut from an envelope, dropped my entire contacts case while they were in it and it was open, had a grasshopper stuck in my hair and I dropped my cell and kicked it when I went to pick it up.
Something else to make me want to quit my job:
I was told that my boss better hope I never quit, to which I responded that I was leaving in mid July and am looking for a replacement. Of course they would have to start off at a lower pay to which I was met with astonishment. I was told that I should be receiving much more for my services. *Sigh* thank god I'm leaving.
And when that last day comes I'm going to walk out and not look back a single time.
Goodbye until Monday!
I'm off to see my darling,
can't wait to get there.
Oh dear journal, how I have neglected you.....
Life is strange, is it not?
What am I to say to my readers......
To start, I am slowly begining to pack up my belongings, I will be moving to another city in late July. Why? You ask. Because my relationship with my sweetheart is very important to me and I just can't stand the distance (plus my lease ends and I'd really like a change).
Secondly, it seems my weekly story "Lock the door motherf**kers" is on hiatus.
I refuse to force myself to write because why should the reader suffer? I could write the next three parts right now, but I promise they will not be that good, I just haven't been in the zombie writing mood. But I will once more I promise you, and those who know me well know that I keep my promises, no matter what. Once the spark comes back to me those next few parts are going to flow out like a waterfall.
I'm really enjoying my new coven, it has kept me pretty busy but not swamped and all the members seem to be of very good stock. I look forward to great things to come for this coven.
I am also looking forward to this weekend, because as you know, it will be my time with Azreal. I haven't really felt myself lately, perhaps he can work on that for me.
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A new start....exciting *hugs*
Best of luck with your weekend excursion!
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samanthasprettycorpse
23:29 Jun 25 2008
An accident. Wow I am sorry for your pain and hurt.
ladygoddessaries
01:33 Jun 26 2008
Hang in there woman.. healing thoughts are wished and sent~
Sinora
06:41 Jun 26 2008
Try not to be scared hon, I imagine it's a short term thing you may also be offered physio....hope you feel better soon xxx