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This day, filled with it's bad moments but they were outweighed by the great.

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bloodybetty
00:40 Sep 18 2013

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Hopefully, two weeks from now I can be sitting out in the woods up in a tree listening to my music and thinking after a long hike and return after an hour just to stare into a fire. I'd only be missing one thing.

Listening to the silence is peaceful. Constantly rearranging my knives in the hiding places and watching the shadows dance around.

Free to be alone and think about things.

Meh meh meh. Meh meh meh. I'm watching Blade. I've come to realize that familiars are just b*tch vampire wannabes and show how willing human kind just wants power.

Blood is literally on fire. I feel like a radiator. And I sleep in the coldest room in the house.

Now You See Me, good movie.

I just want to sit in a dark cave or forest and yell until I can't speak for days. It'd be bliss.

My favorite part:

Dear agony, just let go of me

Suffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?

Am I trying to make her happy by torturing myself with being with her? I need to think.

What am I to do? I'm so conflicted inside I wish I could just be two different people.