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I miss those
Little
Razorblade kisses
The moments
When my soul
Didn't ache

As the blood
Rolls down my
Arm
All my pains
And sorrows
Flow out and
Away
For a few
Moments
I am free
From everything
And even when
It returns
The pain is less
Shattering

~Kyna

I've been torn
And broken
Tossed into a
Dark fetid hole
My soul is
Shattered
My heart is
Not but
Black ooze

I claw
At the walls
Trying to pull
Myself
Out of this
Delirium

How many times
Will I find
Myself
In the dark
Betrayed by
All
Torn and broken

~Kyna

I drift among the stars
I am lost, alone, dead.
My soul is covered in scars
I'm stuck behind these bars
gliding aimlessly
though my mind
searching for myself
silently.
No one sees, no one hears
my screams and silent tears.
No one knows, no one cares
about the secrets and the pain.
I hide it all inside
my desires never show for fear that I’ll be
disowned.
I am an empty shell floating
down the stream
of life.
My soul is full of strife.
I await the death of my body.

~Kyna

Death speaks to me
In silent whispers
Calling my spirit
To it's final freedom

A soothing voice
Deep and cold
Tears from me
All my anger
And my sorrow

Falling into this deep oblivion
Where not a sound
Nor the light of Heaven
Can break the darkness
And shatter
Death's lullaby

~Kyna

And the shade's children
Walk the path
Of darkness
Lost forever
In an ocean
Of blood
Endless battles
Against the light
Fighting for their
Truth
No matter how clouded-

Lucifer calls
He wants
The Shade's kyn
For his own-
Such power
But so lost
In the darkness-

The beings of
Light
Do what
They can
To keep him away
From the
Shadow Walkers
Fearing the
End
Should he
Gain such power

And woe
When the Light
Wins
The
Dark Angels
Sing the
Devil's Requiem

~Kyna

I'm sitting on the edge
waiting for it to crumble
into the sea
taking me.
The ocean foams under my feet
calling me
screaming ancient riddles
in my ears
of longing and tears-
Releasing all of my fears
tears cascade down my face
and over the edge to the hungry sea below.

~Kyna

A sirens song
Effortless and
Enchanting
Leading me
Astray
Pulling me
Closer
To the brink-
Death awaits
A subtle thing
My heart quivers
My breathing
Ceases
And I fade
Falling
Over the brink-
Into a
Fairytale world
Of death and
Desolation
Spun
So perfectly
By this
Sirens song.

~Kyna

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GreyDragon
23:55 Sep 18 2022

Very beautiful...

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I'm walking
Right beside you
And yet
You cannot see me
A shadow
Ready to strike
The dimness
Of your perception
Is stunning
You make such
Perfect prey
When my fangs
Sink
Into the delicate
Flesh
Of your neck
I shall revel
In the desperate
Gasp
That escapes your
Lips
Your life blood
Flows into me
Healing
Satiating
Brightening the world
Around me

Now

Your escence drained
I leave your
Porceline corpse
Crumpled
In the darkness

~Kyna

Nightmares come
Not as often now
But
When they do
They cut my
Soul
So deeply-

Creating doubts
Feeding fears
Breaking me

I'm so tired
My soul is tired
It cannot be fixed
By a good nights
Sleep-

A few moments
Touched by light
Rejuvinate me
But
It fades so
Quickly
And then
I'm lost
Exhausted in the
Darkness
It's hard to fight
A losing battle
My strength is
Waning
These haunting nightmares
Drain me
I am so very
Soul tired

~Kyna

It's pulling at my
Soul
Tantalizing
Sweet oblivion
Deaths promise
A final rest
Peace
At long last
For my broken
Spirit-

Don't beg me
To stay
Please
I need to go
My heart
Hurts so much
I am tired
Beyond all comprehension
It is time to
Fade-

I've seen
Too much
Felt too much
Survived more than
I ever should
Have
I am ready for
The grave
Death
Please take me
Now

~Kyna

I wander
Tempting those foolish
Souls
Who listen
With promises of
Grandeur
Feeding their greed
And selfish
Cravings
It won’t be
Enough
I’ll devour you
Your flesh
And your very
Soul
Will be mine
But
My hunger
Can not be
Satiated
I will continue to
Wander
Starving and gaunt

Come
Come
Listen to your
Mind
It’s wants and
Needs
I can give
Them all to
You
If you just
Follow me

~Kyna

It's funny
I can feel you
From here
A thousand miles
Away

Our bond is
So deep
I think I'd
Feel you
Even on the
Moon

When I miss
Too many calls
Your worry is nearly
Tangible
Like a lead-line
Slowly coiling
Around my spirit
And when you finally
Reach me
It's as if
That line it
Sliced away

You release a
Breath
As the worry fades
And a calmness
Fills your being

I can hear the
Smile
In your voice
As relief flows
Through you
All is well
Darlin'
I'm still here
With you.

~Kyna

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GreyDragon
05:36 Sep 09 2022

I like this...

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Always my fault
Never good enough
I've proved
Time and again
That I'm not worth it

A fuck-up
A mistake
A waste of space

I self-harm
Each cut another
Mark of shame
More proof
I don't belong
Tainting everyone
I touch

Run away
Save yourself from
Being tarnished
By my fetid spirit

I am not worth
Your time and energy
Don't exhaust yourself
For a thing like
Me
It's not worth it
A pointless quest
That will only bring you
Suffering
You cannot save
A thing like me

~Kyna