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im gonna be 16 in 13 days!!!woop woop...i cant wait :)

my gf and her family piss me off so bad sometimes...I stayed at her house the other night and she said i could go with her friend daniel to get our friend wesley and i stayed for a little while to play cards(which he lives a couple of trailors down from her) and she came to get me and accused me of doing stuff with him and that pissed me off b/c i for one have a bf and her friend is 13 and i am NOT a whore!!!i dont do that...all the way to her house her and her daddy accused me of things and then when i got to her house her mom lectured me...i finally went home and i guess i missed her call last night so she calls me a few minutes ago asking why i didnt answer her call and asked if i stayed with her friend last night..ugh!!i hate being accused of something i didnt do...

I guess its just not meant for me to sleep..I went to bed around 4 b/c i couldnt sleep for my sisters alarm going off...well then my friend calls me at 7 b/c she lives in a different time zone and didnt know it was that early...THEN around 8 i get woken up by screaming midgets at the daycare downstairs..I mean is it necessary to be quiet and still have fun..I mean let the little brats take a nap or something but they should atleast keep them quiet until 9...DAMN!!well im am out..bye

well this really sux..i talked to my ex g/f(monica) today and she told me that shes bald and that she is straight now and that she just went through a bisexual "phase" which fucking sux because I still loved her ALOT and even tho she shaved all of her beautiful hair off i still loved her b/c i didnt love her b/c of her looks...i loved her b/c she was just so fucking awesome...she was soo fun to be with even tho she was mean to me sometimes..i liked it and i loved how she was unique..she doesnt care wut others think(otherwise she wouldnt be bald)and i loved everything about her..i mean im still in love with her but now shes straight and there is nothing i can do but move on..i dont want to but i have to...AHHH i just want to scream..well i g2g..bye people

ahhh..sometimes i just wish this world would hurry up and end..i dont give a fuck where i go when i die just as long as its far away from here...i had a girlfriend about and hour ago..but she just called and broke up with me....I dont know if she knows how bad she hurt me(which she probably does and just doesnt give two shits and a fuck) but she hurt me pretty bad..ive never been this hurt before...we only dated for like a month but i dont care...i still fell in love with her and got attached,which kinda sux but i change the past...i wish i could just get away from all human lifeforms for a really really long ass time...i would never return!!I wish i could fly...id fly far far way...u have no clue how bad she done me...she used my ex g/f's and one is also her ex g/f to make up this whole plot to make me think that they were still having sex even tho we and her were dating and then after i spill my guts they tell me that it was just a fucking joke and then monica broke up with me but not in a nice way...she calls me up and is all like "before u hang up just listen to me and then ill let u talk" so i listen and shes telling me all these bullshit reasons on y she cant date me and they are 1.i dont like her b/f(well thats b/c he called me a bitch and told me to kill my self...she doesnt like my b.f either!!)2.I want her to be in love with me..well what do u expect?I mean we WERE dating.3..im too depressed..wtf?!she made me that way!!and then after all this she says "i guess what im trying to say is..that i dont want to be with you anymore bitch!...GAWD!!!!

hey peoplez!!sorry about the preppy pic...sometimes i just feel like dressing like a prep LOL...n*e who...whats up?