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15th poem



I feel so empty,

I feel so alone.

Guess i screwed things up again,

Through all the things ive shown.



I keep getting flashbacks,

Of you everytime.

I sit here and almost cry,

As shivers go down my spine.



I'm really upset..

I really miss you..

I screwed things up,

As i always do.



I wanna see you,

One more time.

So you can make my day better,

So you can make it shine.

14th poem.



I found this special girl,

I wonder if shes really there.

Shes always on my mind,

I wonder if she really will care.



She makes me think ,

Of happier places.

Instead of wanting to kill people,

Or fucking up there faces.



Shes cute, kind,

Loving and more.

Im not sure what else,

Could a guy ask for.



Ill love her with my heart,

And hold her with my bare arms.

I'll make her smile,

By using my sweet charms.



Shes a really pretty girl,

Ill try and be the best.

Ill give you my heart,

Straight from my chest.

13th poem



Nothings gonna change my world,

No matter how hard someone would try.

It just feels empty,

You can see straight though my eye.



People are slowly dieing,

For what i can see.

We cant do anything,

Except watch our loved ones dead drift out too sea.



I hate this feeling,

Hate it for what its done.

I try to get rid of it,

But its not as easy for some.



I maybe stuck in this feeling,

Untill someone can save me.

But i dont see that happening,

For everytime some one has tryed, it just wasnt ment to be.



I use to hear the children laugh and play,

But now there all gone.

I walk over to were they use to play,

And found a teddy bear all torn.



Some lady screamed,

Nick! is what she said.

I see a car coming for me,

Now i lay on the road, dead.



My life is different now,

I have to live with it.

I just wish it was just a little easier,

Just.. just a little bit..

12th poem, this time it's sorta half rap, half poem



This shit aint right,

Its just that i aint there.

Im the one spose to be with you,

Holdin you in the air



Everytime i smell your scent,

It just isnt fair.

Everytime i turn around,

You just aint there.



This picture of you,

Keeps givin me the stare.

I keep trying to touch your face,

Thinkin that your there.



I gotta realise,

That were nothing now, were through

But baby i aint gonna rest

Untill i hear you say i love you.

11th poem.



Nothing will ever be the same,

With you out of my life,

I seriously thought

That one day you would be my wife.



The good feelings you once had for me

I now have turned them bad.

I’m the one to blame

And it’s so sad.



Being by myself

Gets harder to breathe,

It’s like a car crushing your body,

As you scream get if off! And the others say heave…



I know I hurt you,

And I’m sorry for doing it

I’m sorry for everything,

Even coursing all this shit.



No one will match up to you,

It just doesn’t feel right.

There just wasn’t your love,

That was with me every single night.



You try and make me jealous

But it’s not going to work,

I’m a changed man.

I’m no more a jerk.





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10th poem



I have to stop lying to myself,

I said I was over you,

But I now realized,

It’s something I cannot do.



My words may mean nothing to you,

I wish I had a second chance.

Do you even remember how happy we were?

When we had that first dance?



Every time I see you,

My heart begins to die

Because baby you mean so much to me

And that isn’t a lie



I know you’re over me,

It hurts right in my heart,

Or maybe it’s the blood dripping from my body,

As it slowly forms art.



I’ll always be watching over you,

It’s something I must do,

You treated me well

So I say thank you.



You’re a really great girl,

You showed me love I can’t forget

Have a good life gorgeous

Because you weren’t another regret.





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9th poem



You know what Ashleigh,

Ill let you be,

You’re not really worth it,

As my friends told me



You crushed my heart,

You won’t take me back,

So now I don’t really give a shit

About you or Zac



I hope you live a good life,

Because I know ill struggle with mine

But that’s ok,

Just as long as you’re fine



One day soon,

You’ll feel this pain,

You’ll feel as if you’ve been hit by lightning

As it shoots down rain.



Next boyfriend you have,

When he says he loves you,

But just remember,

If it’s really true





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8th poem



I wound up at a dance one night,

And found this pretty girl,

Her name was Ashleigh,

It was like I was in a whirl.



I knew she was the one,

It was love at first site,

But now I understand

She’s just like a blown away kite.



I really loved her,

And still do.

I tried getting her back,

Maybe she’s just sick of me to.



She makes my heart beat faster

Whenever I see her face,

Maybe I should have taken it slow

Or just a normal pace.



No matter what,

She’ll always be in my head,

Even all the things she did,

Even all the things she said.



You’re deep in my heart,

And you won’t come out

I don’t want you to so don’t get me wrong

It just sometimes makes me shout



I’m sorry for hurting you,

I’m sorry for making you smile

I’m sorry for shouting at you

I’m sorry for talking to any of the kids, even Jyle



Tell Daryene and Jacob,

That I love them both so much,

There great kids,

Even when there reckless and such



I’ll finish this poem,

Crying your name,

I wish you could see how much I love you.

And I wish you could feel my pain.





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7th poem



I cry myself to sleep,

The tears filling my eyes

The blood dripping from my hip,

As it slowly dries



I want to scream your name,

So everyone can hear

The pain I’m going through

It will burst your ear.



Maybe you will realize one day

How much I really love you

I’ll be waiting here,

Even though people don’t want me to.



If you love me

As much as you say you do,

Think about us,

Just me and you.



How much fun we had together

How I’d see your smile.

How you have my necklace,

And how I have your file.



Come back to me...

Please baby you mean so much

I really love you...

And ill seal it with my soft touch...





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6th poem



You said that it will be forever,

You said it will last,

Doesn’t really look like it,

It just went so fast.



You still say you love me,

I mean fuck, fuck off you do.

You say you give Daniel head?

Pff yeah I love you too?



I don’t know what the fuck to do anymore,

Maybe you never loved me as much as I loved you

But it’s over now,

There’s nothing much I can do



Meh do whatever ok?

You obviously don’t care about how I feel

I heard there’s plenty more fish in the sea,

But what happens if you’re just an eel?



I loved you with all my heart,

But maybe that means nothing to you.

But baby, ill always love you.

And I still do.





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5th poem



I feel as if I did everything,

To muck the life you once had,

I feel as if it’s my fault,

It’s the reason why I’m sad.



I hope your going to be better soon,

Because I don’t like you like this.

I really wish I could make you happier,

And I wish I could do it with a kiss.



It was once hard being friends with you,

It was harder than I thought.

I wanted to be such much more,

Even though I still tried and I fought.



I screwed everything up,

As this doesn’t surprise me.

I guess I’m just a screw up,

And it’s what ill always be.





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4th poem.



When I look into your eyes,

Ill never regret.

The beautiful smile

That I’ll never forget.



When I see you,

My heart begins to beat.

Faster than any living creature,

.Even in the heat

.

I care for you so much,

That I’d kill to make you smile.

Or maybe torture someone,

Or even walk a mile.



I really love you,

I hate to fight.

I hope we sort this out,

Otherwise ill never see the light.



I love your family,

I don’t expect them to love me too,

I would do anything for them.

Just as long as there safe and sound with you.



I hope we don’t brake up,

Other wise I would be incomplete,

But that decision is up to you,

Whether you still want us to be complete





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3rd poem



Every cut I make,

Bleeds your name.

I hate fighting with you,

It makes me feel like a lion, that isn’t tame.



Every tear that falls from my eyes,

Screams out with pain.

Its just like a darkened cold cloud,

Shooting down dark rain.



The blood drips from my heart,

Alone here I think.

That wonderful smile of yours

As the blood drips in the sink.



You say you love me,

Now I think its true.

Because baby your still here with me.

And I’m still there for you



I don’t know for how much longer,

You would want to put up with me.

But baby I hope we last for a long time,

Otherwise I just wouldn’t be.





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My 2nd poem.





As much as you try,

You will never succeed.

I tried not doing it,

But now I only bleed.



I promise this,

And I promise that.

But everything in my past

Just seems to keep coming back.



You always seem to care,

You always seem to make it better.

But baby I need you here with me,

It only helps when we’re together.



You say you love me,

I say I love you too.

I hope you mean it.

Because I know I do.



When I see you smile,

It keeps me warm.

When I look into your eyes,

My heart starts to take form.



I’ll always stick by you,

Whenever I’m in need.

Because baby without you,

I’m nothing, just like a lifeless weed.





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this is my first ever poem.





Does anyone know what to do

When mixed feelings build up inside of you



I sit here and cry, with a faint taste of blood

Wondering if ill ever see you, or will it just flood.



These feelings come and go, luckily they never stay

Otherwise I don’t think I will be living here on this very day.



Can anyone really help? Does anyone really try?

Or is this life becoming a hardened cold lie.



I promised I wouldn’t cut, and I try my hardest not to.

But sometimes I think that’s the best thing I can ever really do.



My stomach feels upset, like a knife is cut deep into my soul

But its nothing I haven’t felt before, I just never feel good to reach any goal.



The feelings I have for you, are quite hard to understand.

But I guess I will see myself someday, where I really actually stand.



I hope this doesn’t upset you; I really don’t want it too

I just can’t say what I really want to say, without it actually hurting you.



I don’t write poems much, as you should tell

I just guess I’m too used to living in hell.





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