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How can someone survive in this world? This world is cruel and heartless.



There is a girl out there who is scared of what she feels. She wants to speak to someone, anyone. But she does not out of fear of being judged. This girl goes through her contact lists on her mobile and ends up calling no one. She only wants to speak to someone. This girl wraps her wrist so tight trying not to do something she will regret. She does not want to end her life; she simply wants to skip this stage in her life.



She has never loved and has doubts that it exists. All the relationships around her are filled with rage, disappointment and no love. Even her own parents cannot tell her why they fell in love.



This girl wants her hero, someone who will listen and not run away when she tells him she has self harm urges. She wants that person to make her feel something instead of being numb or crying her heart out. More importantly she wants someone anyone to just be there, just be her friend and guide her through this difficult stage.



The girl always hear people say "It will get better" the ones who say that have someone else to help them. The only thing this girl is wanting is not a happy ending as there is no such thing. She only wants someone to be there for her and not run away when things get dark.