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have you ever noticed,

how cruel the world can be?

and asked,

"if karma exsists then why does this hapen to me?"

Do you cry yourself to sleep?

do you cry at all?

If i cried with ou tonight,

would you help me catch my fall?...

its silly to wonder,

its stupid to care.

but lonliness is calling me,

and i hate when no one is there.

like a cancer,

anxiety surrounds.

It chokes me, burns me,

holds me down...

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NoctusAngelusProcella
19:56 May 26 2011

this poem is so full of emotion and sometimes we hope someone can cure the disease.

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selfish,

they all think im selfish.

Its not my fault,

the pain holds me tight,

like im in a vault.

Trapped in my own self hatred,

too blinded by this hurt,

that i cant fake it.

selfish,

thats what they say i am.

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NoctusAngelusProcella
19:57 May 26 2011

wow, again you seem to be able to capture me with your lovely words.

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thinking of you right now,

might make me go insane,

its a sinking,

its a ringing,

and its rattling my brain.

so far my stomache is acheing,

and as you speak to me im shakeing.

i feel so strange,

but ill think of you tonight...

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:26 May 27 2011

lovely

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lets set this all aside,

lets breathe in this air.

Lets pretend it never happened,

pretend you are not there...

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:27 May 27 2011

wow

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Im nothing,

this is nothing.

What we had...

was it nothing?

it was everything to me.

it was every touch,

it was every night we slept,

and i could feel your breath on my skin,

it was the wind on my face,

and the concrete that will catch my fall..

but its over...

now i have nothing...

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:27 May 27 2011

great pen

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Its deep in my core,

how can i resist?

one wisper of temptation,

off your poison laced lips..

This feeling,

twisting,

acheing.

It makes me feel alive.

But I know if i give into it.

I shall surely die.

So kiss me on my forehead,

to make nigt terrors come,

and fill my head with razorblades and the weight of loaded guns.

What will make the voices stop?

or this ringing in my head?

What will make you go away,

before Its too late and Im dead...

Dont give me any pills,

no meds will ever work.

My heart needs something stronger,

to stop all of this hurt....

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:28 May 27 2011

great form and emotion.

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Kiss my wrists,

lull me to sleep,

For all these nightmares make me weep.

I am afraid,

afraid im lost,

Will I ever be found? If so,

at what cost?

I cannot love,

but I surely can hate.

And you remind me of this fate.

I want to laugh,

but I just cry,

and all you can say to me is a lie.

What were we?

What are we now?

maybe one day you can save me somehow....

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:29 May 27 2011

I love this one

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