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okay so i love my family with all my heart...its just that i cant tell them that i dont WANT to LIVE this life ive been given....



that would lead to therapists and i hate those....they NEVER get whta you are trying to say...its all like "so how does that make you feel" that doesnt help...alll they do is sit there and ask obvious questions....they dont care about you...all they want is your money...so..i cant tell my family...what should i do...i dont want to KILL myself RIGHT NOW...although...i dont think that thoughts of suicide are the best thing to be thinking about at my age....





anyone can say something but remeber....PLEASE no RUDE comments...that wont HELP at ALL...which is what your SUPPOSED to be doing....



>:(

okay a little more....

no one needs to sit here and tell how my poems are good but the path in which im describing is wrong and not a good idea.....i understand YOUR point of view...and im not trying to be rude...im just saying that you telling me that is making me believe that i should NOT express myself...that i should NOT be an individual...is that what you mean???????? if not then dont say that to me....i dont critisize you......i am only asking that you dont tell me what is "good" for me and what is "bad" for me....i undertsand what I think is "good" for me and what is "bad"....its my life....i dont need anyone telling me how to live it...and how NOT to...you dont get it then leave....give me a message that its confusing YOU.....then ill change that...ill just block you....i dont need critics...i need ppl to tell me that i have a good way of expressing myself...i may be writing poetry of this stuff...but maybe im not DOING it....? then what....huh?? back off and let me express myself my way!!!!