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This is a stupid journal but I know I can't really talk to my other about it. He would just shrug it off.

Silly it is but I haven't fed on blood for over 300 years. Now I'm not saying my body is immortal but my soul is and so are my memories. 1762 to be exact. When the family heads were convened under one roof to celebrate the marriage between two rival Houses.

Anyway fast forward..to the now. 2018. 300 odd years later. Give or take a few decades to be exact. Just a normal night. Cutting up a deer hind quarter. Except there's blood. Yes. Animal blood.

Ooh. Let's all get worried or talk about how animal blood is not optimal blood substitute but it's all blood. Healthier because it's clean.

Instincts kicked in and I zoned in. My hands are covered...drenched. Everything else but the blood becomes a blur. My lips are pulsing. The tip of my tongue is tingly and there's a fire in my chest. Yet also need and.. Sadness. Yes. Sadness. I did not drink. I chose Prana. My will is strong. Yet it tears at me.

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BloodEnthusiast1841
02:43 Feb 04 2018

Darling You have much more self control than most. I applaud you.

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XxAstraxX
03:12 Feb 04 2018

Years of practice. Old..very old soul. Last time I lost control when I awakened and not just blood Lust but other powers. I am not proud of who I am but I am what I am. Ego does not drive me. That year was very bad. Thank you for the compliment though. It'll make very tasty deer steaks ^.^..I'll leave it a little raw. Little pleasures at a time but no more. no less but a moment of bliss to get through the night.

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Sangomancer
21:29 Feb 16 2018

though it may seem that an animals blood would be cleaner substitute that is not really true..There are many diseases carried in deer from lyme disease from tick bites, to E.Coli, various worms, and more recent concerns of Chronic Wasting Disease, a fatal degenerative brain disease spreading around deer in several states. Gotta be careful and research, even with donors screening is required.

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