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Happiness~01:34 Feb 22 2006
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I'm so happy. It seems so strange though!

I haven't felt like this in ages, and it feels so abnormal, unfamiliar...yet, if it was to go away, I feel like I would surely fade into a deeper tunnel than I've ever been in before.

I'm with Derick now, and it seems so unreal, but it is real, and my happiness comes from this.

He's so kind to me, and I can tell he cares.

I love him, I have loved him for years, and now I am finally allowed to open this love to the world, not to let it hide.

I don't even believe happy is a strong enough word, but it will have to do I suppose. =)

Happy...at last.

I can only hope it remains and doesn't fade away....




Screw It.00:04 Feb 07 2006
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He doesn't want a relationship with me. So screw it. I don't care anymore. At least now I can pick up the shattered pieces and not let them continue to become trampled upon.
Things to look forward to:
*Relationship with Derick.
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