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sometimes i wonder if my life could get any more boring. i am sick to death of being at home every nite with nothing to do. i feel like im at retirement already so now all i have to do is wait for death, well i just wish it would hurry up and get here im sick of waiting. maybe if death came i could forget everything from now start a new, not that i would want to re-live high school hell no but the rest would be ok. just feel like i need to stat over. its time to change but how to do it is the question?

well thats an interesting start to the new year, just finnished having an hour long chat with someone i haven't spoken to in ages and we are meeting up next week. the strange thing is last time we saw each other things were a bit weird coz of the feelings we had for each other. mostly it was me that got hurt during that little encounter but wot the hell, aparently they have grown up! do i believe this i guess only time will tell. lets just hope wot happened last time dosen't happen again dont no if i could cope with it a second time.

well its a new year so that means a new start. time to make resolutions that i no i wont keep, start things i wont finnish and generally decide to make changes that in a mounth wont matter because i will have forgotten about them. so anyway happy new year to all and thats all