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okay so thurs really sucked, it was so much harder than i thought it was going to be. Putting boots(my cat) to sleep just killed me i spent most of the day and night in tears. I thought it was going to be so much easier than it was, cause he was only 1 and a half years old. So that night i went out to the bar to drink my problems away... and boy did i. In the process of getting trashed i got conned into reading one of my poems on open mike night this thurs, i think i'm going to hide in bed and say i have a fever.... i'm to afraid to go up on that stage, i dont' think they're good enough.

so thurs is going to be a really bad day. i have to bring my cat to a shelter, i can't stand the bighting anymore, plus i think i'm allergic.... it bites that i have to give him up, but my legs are starting to look like a scratching pole... not to attractive i think.

I am so stressed out right now, my ma just took a major test this morning, if she passed it she gets her liciense to become an RN. If she didn't pass... well she has to take it again. The stress level in my house is high, and i don't know what to do.