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Invisibly Broken
07:13 Mar 15 2009
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Through the tunnel
I come to its end staring into the room that I last beheld u
With my eyes a fiery blaze
I finally let free the pain, love, and sorrow
I grasp the desk to hold my heaving body up
As I breathe in hard cold breaths
I throw my arm across the table
Throwing papers and the printer to the ground with a bang
And a crack of black ink covering your feet
Then ripping my body around to smash the other desk
Sending more papers flying in the air like the snow
No thoughts cross me as the papers and pencils and pens fly about you
Again and again I use my rage to drive me destroying the room
Taking the trombone and throwing through the fish tank
Spilling glass, water, rocks and the fish across
Your feet in the those red heels
Kicking in the computer screens
Shattering the glass and ripping out the cords from the walls
Sending sparks flying whipping the torn cords to hit
The papers on the desk and little trinkets flying and to shatter else where
Taking everything I can grasp and smashing it every where else
Kicking out the back door and the breaking the glass windows
Taking a knife and tearing up your couch
Then picking it up and flipping on the high desk
Lighting the fireplace and catching the couch on fire
Kicking up the carpet like dirt and finally
Dropping before your feet
Looking up with a bloody torn up form that is me
All this while I have screamed at everything
Screamed at you for leaving me to rot
Letting me literally die inside
How could you of all those people
No one ever held my heart but you
I couldn’t say anything when you disappeared from me
Only to cry in a unfathomable rage
All alone I this world cause I couldn’t let anything in
I broke all these things for you to just notice me
And nothing ever made you glimpse
So now I reside at your feet
Screaming and breaking everything around you
Staring up at the only person who I let in all the way
The only person I have ever cried for
I stare up at you and your hollow face
Jumping up I grab your arms and scream in your face
But nothing ever gets through
I don’t even hold a reflective surface upon your eyes
I can’t even remember your eyes
I scream at you till I cant any more and let go
Dropping to the floor in a slump
Crawling from the from I leave out the way I came
To turn around and
See nothing is broken, torn, or on fire
Everything is as we left it so long ago
Invisibly broken
Matthew William
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COMMENTS
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Leinth
11:59 Apr 25 2009
very well written..........I liked it. L