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I have never seen the ocean at night. I wanna sit in the sand and discover if the moon is as beautiful as I imagine it would be.

Is that so hard? Come on, universe. I been good. :P

I am in one of those moods this night.

And I don't understand the attitudes of most people here. Why are you here? The only reason for such a site is to gain one kind of attention or another. Most of us don't need a vampire site to learn. LOL!

So why be stuck up about it? Keep it real.Drama is one thing, I guess. But there is drama everywhere anyone goes. Even inside yourself.

You are not beyond it. I am not, though I do try and not judge so quickly, as I have not been in this person's shoes. Perhaps, that is the Libra in me. I require a balance.

If are a robot and only see your way of thinking as all knowing then you are boring and wish to live life ignorant. *shrugs shoulders*



Again, that is fine for you. I am not you. I choose to continue learning. If you are a certain type that labels and judges then chose to ignore what is different then you are limiting yourself. And that is sad.

If you prefer to run with the snobs that believe they are above anyone human, then enjoy. However, just for shits and giggles watch them as well. They are not above "your" labels.

Once again, today someone treated me condescendingly simply cause they assumed I was not old enough. It's annoying ya know.

I am not a child. Doctors are the worst. I may not look it, but I have worked hard for respect amongst my peers.

I mean really, don't hate me cuz I'm beautiful.

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Canislupus
01:22 Jan 25 2012

Maybe kick em in the jimmy? :)

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I've noticed you can't compose anything to lengthy here.

People just can't pay attention that long. :P

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Canislupus
01:21 Jan 25 2012

Yesh

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1. love- that hippy feeling. "love one another". I feel this way bout all my brothers and sisters.(not physically. get your mind outta the gutter.) used when one loves something about you.



2. love+trust- this one is a bit more tricky. At this point, someone is counting on you to not abuse their fond feelings for you.



3. love+desire- friends with benefits. This is a fantastic recipe so long as both partners are on board.



4. Love+trust+desire- Now you are screwed. Unless, of course, you find the one that wants to reciprocate.



*variables are subject to change without notice and individual results may vary.

I can't stop crying. And why? Relationships here are not real. Yet I have lost 2 today. I think it may be because I am transferring my losses in life to my losses here? I wonder.

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Canislupus
07:05 Jan 22 2012

2?

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The human body separates the good and bad blood via arteries and veins. Never are they allowed to come in contact with each other.

However, in the womb it's not the same.

The mothers blood is the babies life.

At one point they intersect. No one has been able to explain the phenomenon. There are theories, but no explanation.

This place can take you apart if you have not learned to bury the,,,,,shit.



It's almost invigorating. LOL!

I have noticed something. It is a full moon in a couple of days. All of the moodiness ( myself included) it will all pass. We are an amazing, complex bunch of....beings here at Vampire Rave. It makes me smile that we are all so deeply emotional that a thing such as a full moon creates chaos. :)

I had a soul mate once. My kids didn't like him. I had to let him go. It was very hard for the both of us. How the hell do you ever top that?

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xRavenx
04:44 Jan 21 2012

So sorry to hear that :(

I hope you heal quickly hon!

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angylyque
05:39 Jan 21 2012

It's been a lot of years. I have grown accustomed to that feeling

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I have to hold my puppy down to keep her from biting my hands as I type. Mean little shit.

Too young at heart for older folks. Too old for younger folks.



The ironic thing is that I genuinely love all people. I am not naive, just everyone begins with a 10 in my book.