dying on the inside scence the day anything begain with my life the inside of me is slowly dieing away as everything hurts everything falls apart the pain the ice cold ice pick stabbing me to the bone dying dying on the inside all my life slowly with a rareity the pain that persists the organs that fail the more that goes and I can't complain because as I keep dying so are you my little toddler just like me me like you dying two together hopefully not one before the other hopefully you go far farther than me and hopefully I go further for the time being and if I dont im sorry as my kidney goes my liver goes as my bones hurt as everything aches as my stomach hurts as my body fails me as you watch me fall trying to heal what can't ever be fixed from the start you are doing the almost very same thing right in front of me and if at this moment your not their just yet your watching your future unfold before your eyes and your future child's life my grandchild or even grandchildren as the cycle repeats over and over again im dying inside but so are you so I can not even complain if you can stand it I can too you are even smaller than me as I look at you I see my past unfold in front of my eyes again and I know one day you will be looking forwards but also back at the same time and its trippy your dying inside im dying inside and we can't change or cure what's happed and happening so here we go around and around again im sorry but I love you to the end whomever is first im still sorry you unknowingly got this from me as I unknowingly got this from mine as well and ill keeping fighting to see another day with you till the end of no more days and when I go I hope you go past my go time and if you go before me im very sorry so very sorry and ill remind you I love you for this fight we fight together from start to finish everyday of our lives till the day we dye because we're dying on the inside and our inside is dying with us everyday
so let's try to stay fighting fighting till the end of time let's beat time together
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