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more nightmares. it has always been nightmares for as long as i can remember. the only good dream i have had recently was about vampires. a characteristic of being a true vampire is everlasting thirst. i have talked to my psychiatrist many times about this..and she doesn't know how to medicate me other than mood stabilizers. when i tell my psycho-therapist she says that she has never heard anyone describe this to her. i have yet to figure out what this feeling inside is. i don't remember when it started, but it eats me away. i feel as if there is an emptiness inside my stomach. like there should be a huge hole there. i feel hollow. i have addressed all problems occurring in my life; yet, talking about them doesn't help this torture. i am craving something terribly, and i do not know what it is.. i have loved vampires since i was little, but now i am truly researching them..and in doing so this feeling almost numbs itself. though, once i realize it is gone, it once again awakens. the more i fight it, the more it swallows me. i get so frustrated.. i was raised in the mormon church..and growing up i find it hard to have faith in anything. one thing i do believe in though are vampires. don't ask me why, i couldn't tell you.. other than they seem to be fascinating creatures. there is quite a lot i adore about them.. so much i have learned and i have yet to learn. i still dream of meeting one some day..



-naomi

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Dragonrouge
18:20 Jul 24 2010

when you are weary of the sun dreams come fast

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maxximus765
08:32 Aug 07 2010

i know of one medication

it will take away all dreams and nightmares

all natural, good wholesome homegrown

but its not for everyone

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