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I met her on my normal routine,

and with tear-shot eyes she looked at me.

My heart then cried at the sight of her so

My heart said to ease her, but my mind said "no"

Her family was unfit to keep her,

treating her like a vicious creature.

Naturally i couldnt stay my hand

finding myself trapped in the sand.



She was good to me and i good to her.

Finally, heart and mind concurred.

I wanted to be a little more than friends,

but she was much afraid of how it would end.

Still i tried, desperate to discover

someone closer, maybe a lover.

I found that in a much stranger way

we often passed notes to each other each day.



Though happy i was in that odd sort.

I knew i was playing upon HER court,

destined to lose the game they call love

and she flew away, silent as doves.

I see her too, along with the others

memories, too heavy, and im starting to smother.

Still, life goes on and i cannot believe

there's still no chance of love finding me.

Her beauty was more radiant than the brightest star

Forced to gaze upon it from afar.

I can not describe the joy i know

When i look upon her so.

I planned to love her untill either of us died.

yet my fear held me back and desperate i cried.

She did not know the love i had

Her obliviousness was driving me mad.



Finally, i made up my mind

and i asked her : "let's go out sometime?"

She smiled at me, as i filled up with glee.

There might actually be a chance for me!

"I'm taken," she said with a heavy sigh.

"But i am flattered that i caught your eye.

Join me with my friends at lunch,

it might be fun, it won't hurt much.



Little did i know how retarded i am.

Staying so silent, nor raising a hand.

The impression i gave must have been bad,

for she wasted no further breath on my behalf.

Desperate, i sought a way to hold on

pushing her further, untill she was gone.



Today I still see her all over the place

My heart still jumps at her beautiful face.

I am back where was. Here at the start

waiting for love to invade my heart.

this poem i write is for you all

the ones i loved placed on my wall

I set you there at my hearts desire

not aware of the lasting fire



The first that came was TOO close to me

and i saw in my heart that it could not be.

i said with great sorrow: "we cannot meet,

outside in the cold, with exposed feet."

I did not enjoy our hasty retreat

and she did neither, now hating me.

"oh well," i said in my deluded mind.

"She cannot harm me." and i began to unwind.



Little did i know that she would rebell

attacking me and giving me hell.

She stole all i had, even a friend.

What could i do, it looked like the end.

She hurts me today, not as much as at first

but the hole she is in, is by far much worse.