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i been having nightmares lately. they didnt get worse until me and friend felt a good connection. they are at an all time bad high and are getting worse. idk what to do and when i wake up its like im exhausted from the nightmare. what can i do?

do you truelly realize the effect of death before it hits home? i dont think we really grasp it.. many want to embrase it or control it.. but what do u truely undrstand about it? we read in headlines all the time.. this person dies do to this and this happend causeing the death of so many... all we can do is shake our heads and say how sad or however you respond...



but i cant help but think and wonder the true effects? you dnt know the one that died.. so u dont think aout it but you talk about it freely... it hits in the family but not that close.. ur sad but not succomed by emaotion... it hits someone u adpored in ur heart like a grandfather... or parent, u lose ur mind as i have.



did u ever wonder about the diffrent effects of death on people and urself? did you ever wonder, man that could happen to me and slowly realize what it causes? i am terrible at getting whats on my mind out so please bare with me...





today, i lost my great grandfather that i was close too, realized how fucked up my family is, and feel lost

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MisUnderStood09
18:32 Dec 23 2009

losing someone close to you hurts a great deal. unfortunately, i know this from experience. the pain never rally goes away but over time it lessons a little bit. Personally, I look at it as a natural, yet sad, part of life that some people are forced to endure. I am sorry for your loss. Death could have different effects on everyone. Looking at how some people in my family have died, ultimately led to my change in lifestyle and eating habits four years ago.

Whenever I feel lost, I try to remain optimistic about life and I find something to look forward too. Thats only a suggestion...it may or may not help, but you don't really have to listen to me- the random person of the internet.

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