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Broken hearted,

My master is my slave,

Because the only one I want,

Is the one I cannot have,



My emotions run too high,

I cant never help how I feel,

But my problems scar much deeper,

So much so, Im no longer real,



Im a screwup, they say,

Im just way beyond their control,

I would obey them if I could,

But inside me is just a hole,



He used to say I was beautiful,

I was a treasure to behold,

But since I discovered his lies,

My feeling for myself are cold,



He would tell me that he loved me,

That he wouldnt leave me behind,

He promised he wouldnt do it,

But there is no truth that I can find,



The sadness is my lover now,

My time filled with aimless stares,

Watching the clock tick my life away,

Wondering who really cares?



One day when Ive gone away,

And rid this world of me,

I wonder if he would cry,

Knowing that in my leaving, he was the key,



But now I look into my heart,

And see it's locked away,

To protect feriously itself and me,

From hurting like this another day,



I really should have listened,

To the little voice inside,

It told me not to trust anyone,

But I did and now my soul has died,



I made a big mistake,

I fucked up yet again,

These days I find my solice,

In nought but a pencil or pen,



But now I have someone new,

Though he'll never feel the same,

And soon he'll be so far away,

Back to from where he came,



I wish I could just say it,

Just how much I feel for him,

But it was settled from the start,

And I'll never know the way to tell him,



My heart it once was my slave,

But now it rules my soul,

The one I want I'll never have,

Inside me there shall forever remain a hole,