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ugh... i hate my life my stupid step dads drunk again even though he's on probation and it ordered not to drink and take his meds he's not THIS FUCKEN SUCKS

it feels as of i have no heart right now i feel stone cold there's just a black hole where it used to be. it's been an exact year sense the insedent with eyan and it still hurts not to mention the new headaches i've been getting with my step-dad around i'm really really getting sick of his glares i think he resents the fact i'm not his *laughs darkly* my real dads just plain ignoring me i think he spends all his money drinking can't even give me enough to see a movie like he promised i really don't care though i'm used to him treating me like a toy he can throw on a self when he doesn't want to see me and i mean a high self where he can't even answer his cell

valentines day worst day of the year and the most depressing at least this year i didn't get my heart ripped out... yet there's still time... 6:02 well i did it tpo my self i told him and it felt great until now



me and zack



enta

Clear Window

Today



happy v-day



happy v day



finaly you talk

you ignored me yesterday



I know, I was so fuckin busy



you could have said that i thought you where pissed at me



Why would i be pissed



idk you've been acting wired sence i told you...



told me what?



you didn't get the msg's

?

did you?



no



hmm

thats odd

what i said in them was... idk how your going to react so...

want to see the msg you "girlfriend sent me?



suuuure?



Michaela Michon January 18 at 7:28pm Report

Okay. i'm not tryin to start shit... but my friend Zack, really wants you to leave him the hell alone.. seriously.. he doesn't want anything to do with you..



thats what she said



Hmmm, she's not even my girlfriend



nice hu?

nice hu?



She's not my gf.



you like her though



Noooo



you like her though



NOOOO



thenn who's the michaela you told me about

hmmmmm?



She was a passed one



you just told me not to long ago you like her

so who you really liker?



Yeah, that was last year.

She's just a friend



no that was last mounth



She's my friend no

*now



ok so who you really like then?

i'll tell you if you tell me?



n.o.y.b.



?

i can be courios

i'll tell you



Not to be rude, but its not your business who i like



hmmm?



Not your business

soory



ok then you'll never know who i like



okay then



your clue

nvm



Who u like is ur business



your clue less

you really are



Okay, u can tell me who u like, but i'm not telling who likes me.

wait what that came out wrong



OMG



wat

what it's me



YOU SO FREAKEN CLUELESS

NO DUH



it's me

I know that, i thought u gave up



what you mean

YOU KNEW WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING

YOU COULD HAVE SAID THAT

how did you know?

you a stalker or some thing?



It's obvious



how is it obvious and did you enjoy making me go sane for a min lol



hehe





THATS NOT FAIR

!!!!!



now you know your turn

!

what did you mean by you though i gave up?

thought

well/

?



stopped trying to get with me



i just wanted you to know i don't expect it to go anywhere

if it was ment to it would have happened a long time ago

you going to say anything?



idk wat to say



i don't think i do earthier

but i really don't think any one would

i'm feeling so left out and i don't like it

when did i become massacitic it's not right why do i want him it makes no sense it's been a year to the day that he ripped my heart out and stomped it into the dirt but i can't let go i want to but i can't and "sasuke" (my bf's nickname) preposed to me as a joke the other day