I don't know where i'm at, who i amor wat the hell im doing in this world.
The only thing i know is i have fucked up every good thing i have ever had in my life and i don't know how to stop.
If i keep this shit up i'm going to lose the best thing that has ever hppened to me besides my wonderful 2 babies.
I have alraedy lost my family, friends, and every one else who has cared bout me.The only thing i have left is the only man that i have fallen in love w/. But i don't know how long he is willing to put up w/ me.I always seem to push every one away that i care bout.and the only one to blame is me!!!!!!
plz hellp me to change my ways....... I want to change ,to be diffrent then the person i am today. I want to stay happy,and to spend the rest of my life with the one and only man i have ever truely loved.
I am so fucken tired of fucking up every one's lives.
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wolfblade
21:57 Jul 26 2009
theres we cant over come