That hurts alot... knowing that this entire time hes been ten minutes away from me. As many times as I've been to that store sense Ive been home, and I never once ran into him, how fucked up is that, she goes by there all the time, he was going to apply there but all because of my sister, that never fucking happend. I missed out on seeing him one last time, I missed out on hearing his voice again, I missed out on his hugs and hearing him call me button. I missed out on all of it, all because of her. Even after his death she's made my life hell. But I'm not just going to let it end there. I'm going to keep in touch with his "was soon to be wife" and their son. He may not physically be here, but Im going to be there to hold them up when they cant do it themselves, I'm going to be there to tell their son stories about how great of a man he was, even though hes not here, hes always going to be in my heart.
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