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I Awoke From A Dream
16:41 Oct 29 2006
Times Read: 521






I see the ocean breeze,

The breeze that caused me to break free.

My arms turn into feathers,

As I float down with the hazy weather.

My bindings break,

And I fall to the rocks below,

Ending it all...

But it never ends...

The pain still goes...

My eyes open and see the color of the sky...

Then I wake from the horrible dream..

In my bed and scream...

Wondering how it all happened,

That I'm still alive...

The scrapes are gone.

It was all in my head..

I won't let myself fall,

It was all a dream in my head.

I lost and now I'm dead...

But here I live.

Wondering it is to be,

That the running blood is stained...

On rocks...

Maybe I flew,

With the feathers I grew...

What It Means To Be Alone
02:39 Oct 20 2006
Times Read: 523




To wish to be with love,

To wish to be with family.

To wish to be with friends,

Soon it all comes to an end.



The curtains close my heart from others grasp.

The loneliness, I feel is part of my life.

Nothing could be the same.



If a shard of glass broke to pieces.

It's as if a person broke,

And friendships may never last.



Forever lowering down a door,

Maybe escape the disarray.



To see my eyes through the wall of time.

To breath the polluted air as it makes me choke.

To say something without being ashamed,

Soon it all be comes clear to me.



The desire to be by myself,

Without a word to spray in my face.

But sometimes missing people is good.

It's not all it could...have been.

Sometimes being alone is not the same...

The Revengeful Soul
01:15 Oct 13 2006
Times Read: 529

I am the sullen soul you destroyed.

My blood poured before you.

My fangs tore you heart and rendered you helpless.

I watched your spirit rot,

While I laught.

The sanity left and I felt relaxed.

The bloodshed stopped and my eyes glazed with pleasure.

The blood on my fingers, I the dead...

Claiming your death as my own.

Curling up beside your corpse.

Forever in time I slept in the grave that I made for you.

Repayment was great.

My graveyard angel above staring down the strangers.

I'm the sullen soul out for revenge...

Without You
03:49 Oct 09 2006
Times Read: 530

The love inside me is not there for you.

My eyes closed and fell from your view.

I broke the vase of love because I don’t know you.

You are gone and I’m lost to you.

I never loved someone, but I neither loved you.

I felt the linger when I looked at someone.

A guy or two…

They made me feel different, but I won’t fall for them.

My heart is sealed from them and you.

Forever locked until I find someone too.

That I may trust and reveal hidden secrets,

A someone who will carry my heart…

And I’ll carry theirs.

All I have to say is good bye to your shadow.

And you’re forgotten from my view.

Tomorrow I’ll start a new…

As a human without anyone,

But my cherished friends and myself.

One day it will come true.

The Mirror Reveals
20:07 Oct 08 2006
Times Read: 535








A world of glass, a globe of hope,

Staring into the mirror of beauty,

Stares at your putrid soul and says your horrible.

Vines whip you hard and create the illusion,

Noticed as self deception…



The mirror of mindless gain,

Revealing the unsatisfying truth of your looks.

Thoughts whirling around in you.

Murmuring 'I'm horrible, ugly."

When you are the most beautiful thing…



It speaks and rots in the roots of some.

The looks of human desire,

Controlling the real beauty of the heart and mind.

Defying our thoughts.

Curling up, you think that you should die.



The mirror of lies, showing who is beautiful and disgusting.

The looks upon the world, convincing someone…

Like the dolls, painted to look beautiful…

You also paint yourself with that beauty.



This truly what you are?

The beauty is not always what people speak of on the outside.

Nature contradicts everything you do..

See the wealth of the mind,

The mirror is there to help,

Not reveal the unrelenting beauty.