well... over the break i told my mother that i'm bisexual right there in the middle of her work! i felt sort of happy to have finally told her about my sexuality. for about five minutes she didn't say anything. when i was going to ask her if she was okay.... she started to hit me and call me a whore, a slut, a child of the devil. she told me that i'm never welcomed in her house as long as i'm attracted to girls in some way other than as a friend. i've never felt so alone or misunderstood as at that moment. i mean she didn't even try to understand why i'm bisexual. so now my arms are all bruised and i have a black eye. i don't want to explain to the school staff or my other homosexual friends why the hell i was so beat up. i don't want my little brother to be alone with her in the house. even more so since i saw my youngest step brother make out with a guy and knowing that he's gay. i am the oldest child so i guess therefor i must be the strongest and protect my siblings.
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