This heat needs to go away for a couple days and give us some rain. love the rainy days, the smell of the shower before it hits, the feeling of the drops upon my body. this heat seems to drain me more than I am, and working in the mill it seems to increase as you walk in the door each day. but I am sure it will pass an autumn with all of its glory and colors will soon be here. I will sit and wait for autumn I guess. hurry up All Hallows Eve get here, Yeah
I have been getting alittle better yet I still shy away from crowds, heavy noise seems to ring thru my ears and cause me discomfort, yet I have been just relaxing and trying to get over this hump in my life I have seem to be in. the rut society has given me, yet I push thru and know I shall overcome the darkness that has filled my life.
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In contrast I tend to enjoy crowds, they contain a surplus of energy that makes moods stronger. Maybe you just need to learn how to use a crowds energy
May quiet find you peace of mind. I could use some myself. They days are racing by and no time to call my own.
This week my body seems to be engulfed in flame, do not know if its medication or the muggy inferno that has swept over our land. Rest is nonexistent yet work and a pressure seems to be plentiful. My mind in a haze yet screams to release its words of beauty yet is covered in the blackened haze of nothingness. This world has to get better or mother earth will take its revenge, the useless killings and crime and drugs seem to sweep like a fog over this land to infiltrate the happiness of the once were. The days old flash in my mind of youth and the carefree land I once loved and enjoyed, now its bitter agony of pollution and greed now kill the life of the beauty that once dominated this earth. Wake up all for life is short and money and greed is no good when you are 6ft below.
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I send you the kindest of greetings. Love is a gift you at your discretion to accept. But freely given in spite of it. I wish you relief from despair.

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My sincerest sympathy. I wish I could say I only imagine how you feel. Unfortunately..i know. :(
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moonwitchrising
05:02 Jul 29 2015
Oh ever a lofty night is this
A near full moon by which to kiss
The rustle of the trees do bring
A special gift as night does sing
The heat of day has faded
The realities seem a bit less jaded
The stars reflect a glimmer of hope
The words and tunes soon to elope
I can bare the depth of my despair
As seasons turn my heart repairs
Oh night of quiet give me light
Make my flame burn ever bright