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Well its seems Friday may be in fact the last day of work for me. Times have yet too pick up and it is starting to look quit bleak here at work. My hopes is the economic woes would have showed some sight of relief yet it seems they may false hopes I have been carrying.

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BLOODLIFE
16:44 May 28 2009

This economic climate is global and seems to affect everyone. I do hope things turn out well for you.

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PandorasBx
17:55 May 28 2009

Oh hun I am so sorry to hear that :(((( *hugs*

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vampchica4
22:01 May 28 2009

good luck, Friend. Times are shitty right now.

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BornfromDeath
04:24 May 29 2009

i hope things get better soon..... this really sucks i'm sooooo sorry

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Sinora
18:18 May 29 2009

*Thinking of you*

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For the days seem to get blacker as the clock ticks, depression seems to hold me in place and yet to enjoy the light or the beauty in which this world holds. Life has become a struggle in which I think that things will never release me from this pit, a place I have dug. A final place to rest my soul if I should never be able to crawl out of it. To feel the cool, wet dew upon my skin of the blades of grass in which gives life. For economic woes have hit close to home and the future does not hold the light at the end of the tunnel it seems. I know all shall overcome what troubles lay before us, yet the worries of the day shall haunt me this weekend. Wondering if I shall have a job when this weekend finally ends and I have to come back to the real life.

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PandorasBx
18:53 May 22 2009

*hugs* love you friend. These are frightening times indeed, just try and enjoy your weekend away it will all be here when you get back.

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Sinora
21:29 May 22 2009

More *hugs*....what will be will not be changed by worry, I have faith that you will cope whatever the outcome.

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Seems society in all planes even here on VR seem to be feeling affects of troubles in ones life. I have seen more sarcastic tones of people here lately and it seems to amuse me on the societies struggle within them selves. I could write another paper on the subject with all the drama and rudeness that seems to have reared its ugly head lately. We all have the affects in some way, yet to lash out on others; I just shake my head in disbelief.



The acts towards others seems like the days of old on the playground in middle school, I just ponder is ones life so harsh that hurting others to feel better is really the thing to do or do they even ponder that the acts may hurt others within the circle of society here. I have no use for drama in my life for it has hit the wall in today’s society yet I try to keep a better perspective on that things will change for the best.



I have always tried to help those I can, yet to play it out over and over than the effect seems to ware off and it becomes a nuisance to me. Emotions seem to grasp at straws I feel and than feel hurt to be just used as a pawn in the game of life.



Here on VR with the closeness of the society it seems to hit more on the space within the internet. Actions of hate and rudeness and constant dramas seem to come more abundant and strong due to this. Kill the drama and be yourself, for the aspects of life in no terms of culture or society tolerate the effects of this anymore. Write emotions down and escape them that way for one persons pain may in fact be the pain of others here on VR. Circles intertwined by other circles. Remember we all have friends to help us in troubled times, yet they are there to cry on ones shoulder but do not use them for a blowing tissue and throw them away.

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Freyja
19:07 May 19 2009

Very wise words. I wish it were as simple as that. The more I try to get away from it, the more it comes to hunt me down. People don't understand that middle and high school for some of us are over and the days of peeing contests are over. *hugs*

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Why is death so profound in our lives? It takes the elderly and youth without a thought. It seems to grip us more than the birth of a child sometimes, feelings that we tend not to lose over the years to come. Yet in our lives we feel that death covers the ones we love so much. These last couple of months it seems that I have attended a funeral almost every weekend. Just two weeks ago a friend of mine was in Palm Springs with his wife and was hit by another car. Killing him instantly and putting his wife in critical condition. This weekend is the service and yet again I shake my head at deaths design of taking a life. This gentleman was held in such high regards to everyone he touched in life and would have given the shirt of his back to help those who needed it. Being part of the Elks Organization many people have come into my life as friends and mentors and this one devastated all that had heard of this news. This tragic event is truly a great loss to us and the family of his life.



Sometimes we wonder why death takes the people that give so much to others that we sometimes think to ourselves to escape the hand of death we should only worry about ourselves and not the individuals that truly deserve the assistance. But this would show the flaw of human compassion and nature. We look to death as the perfect balance of dealing with nature, yet when friends and loved ones it takes we are appalled at death and all that it represents to our lives. Is there an answer to fool death and spare the lives of some or is this just a delusion of my mind, tired of losing people that I care for in my life.



A single rose will be given to show life, and we will watch it wither as death comes to take the beauty it holds.

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ladygoddessaries
17:57 May 14 2009

Perhaps it is that death comes when a soul has completed its journey upon this earth. It is within that death that we learn and grow more within ourselves~

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Sinora
09:01 May 15 2009

*Hugs*

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Theban
10:08 May 15 2009

I never used to let the death of family or friends affect me, however the older I get the closer it comes into my life. Enjoy what you have and surround yourself in happiness.

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Thoughts of the economic woes have set society thinking more about their own trials in life, and where they should go from this point on. Faith in government and higher structures of our culture are now being looked at with microscopes. And being ridiculed for what they have caused to our society.



Our own life’s structure is being scrutinized and being held back for the fear of another depression to hit our world. Society has come more depressed than the world around them. Many individuals are now searching their own methods that drove them insane once to other solutions to find a comforting realm in everyday life.



Individuality is becoming more of a common practice in thoughts and spoken language on the plagues of this land; Weather, health epidemics and money and family structure. We are now searching our inner thoughts and our own appearance to see what in life we could or should change now. But shall this help with the trouble with outside our own doors. Or is it a mask in which we hope to blind ourselves from the perils that each of us face now.



Spirituality and soul searching has always been with humans since the dawn of time, and some search all their lives to find their true selves. We must be sure not to change the structures of our lives for our circle intertwines with others we have encountered. One small change will send a shudder through out the whole symbiotic nature of life. Friends and family are our aids in which life is to be played. They are our stepping stones in the great path of life. They help us in our time of need and give us the love to shelter us from the darkness that tries to cover our souls.

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Theban
17:30 May 08 2009

Dam wheres that camp fire and beer...Very deep.

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