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My life is empty, my heart has been bled dry, and everything i ever loved has died. My life does not have any meaning anymore, my meaning has been riped away from me. All i look for is for somone too guide me through this maze of horror, and blood filled nightmares. I am lost and blind with only my hands too fill my way, only my knife to cut the pain away. what does life have that is meaningfull to me anymore, all i want is answers. all i want to know is why does life have too be so horrid. why i must suffer for all the things others have done to me, but my knife will cut away the pain away, the scene of my blood flowing out of my veins will give me some sort of happyness. -C.M.P-