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im really ready for a change in life im really board same thing every day go to school go home and help everyone else sleep get up and do the same and oh deal with exs thats want another chance i swear on my life every boy i ever went out with want to go back out with me and don't ask me why they are the ones that usually break up with me. yeasterday one of my exs from the summer called me out of the blue and told me he hasn't stopped loving me and he needs me and wants me all the stuff any gurl wants to hear but im no fool i know how boys like to sweet talk when they want something but when they get it all the lovey dovy stuff stops thats why i don't work out in realstionships i guess because i look for reasons for everthing i look at everything as a experiment and look for the soultion im too carful and don't take risk and thats why boys get tired of me because i make them think i don't want to hear I love you if you can't tell me why because anyone can say that but it only means something when you can prove that you really do. so I have a question for you boys out there how can you love some one if you don't know who they really are and what they are all about? Girls you should stop being so weak and believing everything that comes out of there mouths and maybe that will leave you with fewer heart breaks just ask them queations and see what their all about because within the 1st 2 hours u meet someone u can see wut there about

I think I finally know what I want to do when I get older I think I want to go through with going and getting my cookoing degree and buisness degree and opening up a cafe slash shop and maybe if things go well other buisnesses I think I would be good at that I love to cook and make money I like people and Im good at keeping records and accounts and stuff like that so i think thats my cup of tea. Lets hope it works out I think I'll name it Mocha because it's my nickname

my ex thinks im going out with his best friend or ex best freind and I didn't but he doesnn't understand that it isn't like that and he doesn't know how bad that hurt me and the thing that hurts me most is now that he has showed his true colors he ended up losing more then me he doesn't know how many people call me every day and tell me they don't want anything to do with him and that isn't a good thing. I just wish my ex could be in my shoes so he could understand that his friend's life is in my hands and I have to put him first until he can live without me and if that means commiting my life to him until the day I die thats what i have to do because believe it or not i truly believe god put on his planet to save his life and if that means marrying or just being friends with him or giving my love life up thats wwhat I have to do. I won't have his death on my hands because if he dies I die too.

one of my realtionship have ended and i've accepted that but i hate the way it ended bcause i seen that i was doing more bad gor him then good and i did what any person would do for the person they loved I did the right thing I ley him go because even though he thinks its a bad thing in the end he will be happyier and I can't be his friend so we won't be tempted so now Im on a new path and I hope its a good and I now know what im on this Earth For its to help people thats my talent.