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I am confused right now in this point in my life, im getting married in less than a year, but my friend is trying to get me to leave my fiance, the man that I love, god I wish things like this wouldnt happen to me. I wish I hade somone to talk to, perhaps a friend heh but whatever it seems like noone wants to be my friend right now. Im sick and tired of all my plans going wrong in some sort of a way, I wish I could be happy again and have my life back.