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Fuck off Richard
18:10 May 25 2006
Times Read: 689






Why dont you just fuck off and leave me alone you think its easy to sort myself out its not its confusing you say trust me how can i trust you when you lie and dont keep promises or pay you think you know how im feeling you dont you wonder why i snapped at you yesterday when you know why you take the piss too much and when i say something not wrong and its ok you wont leave it just fuck off you know i need the money you say your pay when you dont and its been a year almost and still not paid what you owe and its excuse after excuse im fed up of it you have a go at me when its your fault not mine just sort it out and think before you say something you have changed and not for the good why dont you just sort your self out and not blame everyone else for your problems

OK SORRY and confusion
21:11 May 17 2006
Times Read: 698

i dont slept well for few weeks i feel im going crazy and worrying about everything and everyone which i cant help as i get something stuck in my head and the panic its not ok when it is really n should listen to what im told by friends and just chill and it be ok yet i worry more then when i shouldnt i dont want to lose some friends that ive close to maybe too close i dont know what do you thing? i will beat this depression and i not sure how i done somethings but its good i been told now so i can try and sort it i really really didnt realise i did these things sorry and i hope it gets better soon and i do too as i hate this confusion and worrying i dont sleep till stupid a clock in morning cos i cant sleep i know i should try but when i do i cant its strange i dont want my close friends to hate me or lose them as they mean the world to me please dont hate me guys im just confused at moment thats al and trying to make sense of it all sorry hope it all be ok please let me know???

OK SORRY
20:59 May 17 2006
Times Read: 699

im not blaming you for the hurt n pain thats my own doing by accident and confusion is all it is and i dont mean to be like i am im trying i will beat this depression promise as i hate it

hurt n pain
14:47 May 12 2006
Times Read: 706

why do i always get hurt what do i do thats so wrong all i do is love someone care for them n there for them treat them right and outcome is always the same hurt and pain and being messed around n my heart shatterd into millions of pieces where the pain becomes my friend n tortures me for a lifetime no one wants me n will im doomed to be alone hurt n full of pain where the blood flows freely dark n oozing from the cuts of release