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01:43 Sep 26 2005
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People say everything happens for a reason....no one ever said that reason had to be good....
I want to run...
00:21 Sep 13 2005
Times Read: 598
I want to run far away, but i'm not even sure i want to run to missouri anymore. I'm so confused with life....with love....with friendship....even with death. I want to run and never stop, never return, never hurt again...
....but the hurting will never stop...as long as i live...i know that now....
sry i failed you guys. sry you ever believed in that which will not, cannot change. belief and faith in someone or something does not make it true, come true, mean it will be, is, or anything. Belief is just a thing to keep you from learning that which you do not want to know...its a release from reality...its a dream....
I've done it again....
00:11 Sep 13 2005
Times Read: 600
I do not write here for the symapthy of others, nor do i write what others want to hear. I am me....quit asking me to be someone else.
I found myself unstoppable last nite. Mike thanx for everything, you truely helped...really. I'm just a stupid little grl who has found wrong ways to take pain out...might as well....But I'm really glad you've been here for me, even though i dont deserve such a good friend as you. I love you! muuuahhhhhhhhh! :P
The razor i thought i had permanately put away is back and vicious as ever....
withdrawl can be worse than the thing itself...
Why...
03:20 Sep 11 2005
Times Read: 603
Why do i not know anything? I dont know what's wrong with me and my best friend. I dont know why i constantly go to sleep crying...i dunno why im always sad or mad at the world...i dunno why....HELL I DUNNO ANYTHING....but why....
I wish...
06:05 Sep 05 2005
Times Read: 604
Why do i have to trust people so much. Why do i have to be so hurt that i alow others to take advantage of me and my hurt heart and life? I HATE YOU! YES IF YOU COULD ACTUALLY READ THIS U'D KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT! you were supposed to be my friend, we went though the same things...i have a bf and you promised....you promised....*cries silently to herself*
The end....
06:02 Sep 05 2005
Times Read: 605
There were actually times tonite i wished i had a razor close enough to hurt myself enough. Sometimes i really do wish i could take myself out of this world....but my fear of death and what would happen next takes advantage of that................I wish i werent so damn scared and hurt all the time.........................................
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