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I sit alone in this dark box living in my own personal hell.

I scream out loud but you can't see me and you refuse to hear me.

What is this emptiness I feel and where did it come from?

I don't know what it is but it eats away at my insides

like maggots on a rotting corps.

Thats what I am, dead on the inside,

a body that breaths and a heart that beats,

but there is no life and there is no hope.

It's wretched agony.

The blood that flows through my vains is pain

and every shallow breath I take is filled with dispair.

So just let me die for I am already dead.

Save me from this life of wretched agony that I have lived

I look inside my head

When I gathered my thoughts

I saw something was missing

Something...I couldn't think about



Maybe, it's because

It's hard to miss, or ponder

Things...that you don't have

But is it a sin...to wonder?



It use to sicken me

People holding hands, in love

I couldn't watch for long

Only looking to myself for comfort



Trusting no one

Heart hardened, strength at it's peak

Alone in my own private Hell

Fires gnawing at my flesh, it burns so deep



The burns mean something

Loss of that gathered strength

Till my flesh is a fine paste

And there's nothing for anyone



Anyone but me can see it

Many have felt the same pain

Now I want what I can't have

To ease this, make this monster go away