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The scars of old and new pain etched into my heart.

Bleeding broken and torn apart

Mauled by the devilish man who pretended to be a real man.

A trial and tribulation that I won by walking away. How many years would I have taken to get away from this one if I had fully committed to just him. I find that I've become numbed the embrace of warm blooded heart.

I want the darkness of a lover from the dark side of life.

I want to dance with death again

yet know i won't die

I find that death doesn't want me

wonder what the reason why i'm even alive

Alone all the time

no place i can call my home

family is there but don't feel connected

lost in a sea of depression

lost in loneliness

where is the man who loves me?

why hasn't he been found?

or am i the one who never becomes found.