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Have you ever felt that feeling when your whole body is quivering with somthing you cant quite describe ,a mix of sadness, anger, humiliation, greif, it consumes you whole and its hard to climb out of, your head starts to throb and you are left disbelieving that its come to this, huh? how ? why? what did I do? why when i always try to be the best i can someone big ole foot comes smashing down in the middle of the road or is this the sign I been waiting for ??