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Why does one person fell like no matter what they do they are lost forever.......lost to a point of no return! That is how i fell sometime Lost to a point of no return!!!! I have so many Feelings built up about stuff that i cant seam to let it go till i cry for days on end...When I go to sleep and when I get up I cry... I feel like what i do to make people see the real me.... The one that seams like there is nothing going on when deep down they killing them selves.....why should be how....how does one person fell like they are so low that there is no way of getting back up with out falling even farther down.......

I can't Be live that i got me a cowboy! I'm not one that really thinks of her self as someone who could find someone who cares about her and not just what She Has! I am one that the one that can be there for him and know that he is there for me! There maybe the couple of times that I wounder to Myself how did you get someone as nice as him and as caring as him! I never could find that where I live all of them just want to use me to get what they want! My Cowboy is not like that! He likes me for me and who I am! I am My Cowboys Cowgirl