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i dont know what the hell your deal is but your acting fucking carzy i dont fucking like it and i think your dumb for doing this to me il; just pick myself up and move on

i go back to the day when i wasnt happy a time where being dead was the only thing i thought would make me happy .... a lonely girl with no life no friends nothing and no real chance of reaching my dream all i have ever wanted is to be a hero... one day i ment someone kinda like me all he ever wanted was to be a hero to ... we became freinds and now iam not so lonly i have something to look forward to everyday cheaking my vr everyday to see if your online or if he has left a message .. dumb i know but its all bitter sweet

what is a hero ? is it what we all knem growing up the good looking man in a cape and ugly tights or the woman that has a jet you can see ... well i think not a hero is someone whod do anything to help a person in need give there life up for what they belive in ... help a hopeless girl smile go though hell to keep freedome for other ppl wicth means loseing theres go to war ... pick someone eles life over theres .... talk ppl out of killimg them selfs and being a great friend ... thats what i think a hero is and thats the kind person i want to be and i know a person like that hes a real hero

i feel like everything is my falut you say its not you say you loved my dad you say you didnt give up anything but i can see it in your eyes that your lying i can see it .......... maybe ud feel better if i was gone ... wouldnt you just want to say good bye and never see me agian