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my life blows right now.



I am finished with school and I can't find a decent job.



I am attempting to plan my wedding but it is so fucking hard and tedious. Its a year away and I am going crazy. I found my dress, have brides maids and grooms men ( I think) maybe a hall and catering, the place and person to do the deed.... there is just so much more to do but it is a year away, I think I'm doing good.



I am missing my friend Jack more everyday. Its almost been 2 months since he died and I feel so lost with out him here.



Slowly I feel life spinning out of control at times and it is nerve racking.



The show I am working on is going well...for now. It opens at the end of June.



I have been doing the professional audition circuit and with that I feel like a slab of meat.



grrrrrrrrrrr.............LIFE!



there is just to much...

So my roller derby tr yout went really well and I made the team! I am now a roller girl....YAY!



One ray of sunshine in my world.

So I am trying out for a roller derby team where I live. I have no idea why I am but it just sounds like fun. Its an all girl team and I figured I could take out some aggression by body checking someone into a wall or rail...whatever...hahaha



Wish me luck! (if anyone even reads this thing)



Tryouts are the 24th.