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I have not been on in a while. it kind of feeels weird being on the net again. last time I even checked my email was at least a year ago. But my time away from things has kind of let me open up a little bit more. I didnt really like to talk much back in the days. I really dont know why either. My only thought is im afraid of getting near people. With my life I can understand why I would do stuff like that. One of the main reasons my brother. When I was knee high to a grasshopper (sorry I just think thats so funny) my brother had an infatuation with death. Not only did he try to kill him self he also made many attempts to kill me. Example catching me on fire, trying to sufficate me with a pillow. He even tried stabbing me with a coat hanger.

But any way yes most of my life with my brother was bad until I got bigger, stronger and faster. Now I get more respect than I want. Its kind of sad that I had to go through such great lengths just for him to see me as a brother .

Back to the true subject. I apologize. but after I started opening up and not fearing people as much I have made and lost many friends. some I regret meeting. My friend josh I Had respect for him at one time. He moved to ft-cobb to change his life of drugs, and theft. he was doing so well makeing good grades staying off most the bad drugs. It saddens me to see what has become of him now. Hes doing all the bad *hit. school well lets just say there is no way he will pass he should just drop out and get his GED but I dont even think he can manage to do that.



ran out of time ^^ I will write more tommorow