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Jeeze I feel horrible. Aurora just killed the power to Tiff's computer. She flipped the switch on the power bar... Tiff just lost a crap-load of homework. Again!!! I wasn't in time to stop Aurora, I wasn't paying close enough attention I guess.





On top of all that, Aurora won't eat for me. Everything I offered she said no to, except for vienna sausages. She normally likes them. She ate 1 whole sausage and then wouldn't eat any more... So Tiff is now trying to get her to eat, instead of doing her homework and trying to recover what she lost... At this time I feel pathetically useless.



I'm trying, but it doesn't seem to be enough. Aurora doesn't want to listen to me no matter what I do.... I am trying not to raise my voice with her or lose my temper because Tiff says that she is trying to get a rise out of me. So I am trying to stay calm. Hell I have even tried active ignoring, but that seems to make things worse...



So basically, there is nothing I can do to help Tiff with her homework (I've already asked) and there really isn't anything I can do with Aurora... So I don't know what I can do at all to help the situation........



But I am glad that someone is helping Tiff... Thank you... I know its the wrong country and everything, but right now you are Joan of Arc. Thank you for helping where I have failed.

Okay, I need to get my thoughts out in writing somewhere... I can't do it here, not right now.... Why, this seems like a nice enough place to put everything down in.... Well yeah, but I dont have the fancy little premie feature called private...



I am too nice to put things here... Why, because people would get hurt. I need somewhere that I can put it all down as it comes, without sensoring it, and well, some people would be in tears, and I dont want to do that... So yeah, I now have a livejournal account. Its not associated with any of my other accounts, it doesnt use the same password, nothing... I used the same email simply cause I didnt want to create a new email.





I may or may not post the user name on my profile for people to go read, but yeah I dont know... I am not sure that I want anyone to read it, not tiff, not frankie, not count... Hell I am not sure if I want myself reading it after I write in it...



I am not sure if I am going to actually get into the real entry with it tonight, but I am sure within the next few days I will be cursing it and screaming bloody murder in it...