freedom to exist as who i am a blessing of thought with a dream to create. thoughts blending with paper. the ink is my blood while words are my soul. each breath is history, a sweet hypnotic poetry . blending essence of americana, neon scars and white pickett fences. from the wilderness that is the mind. a soul on fire in the manic passion play of life.
in the eyes of a child i see a new way of life. freedom to love and a desire to create. in the heart of a child there is the ablilty to accept people as they are. we need to change before it's too late
how many times can a man be forgiven ?
how many times can we begin?
it's easy to forgive but so hard to forget.
the wounds cut deep, far below
the skin.
if i could undo the damage i've done
if i could mend the heart that aches in pain.
my love for you is eternal babe
a sweet addiction flowing through my veins.
your heart is a temple , while mine is a fuse. is there a way to recover, from this silk circus blues?
if i could undo the damage i've done
if i could ease the pain we both feel insid
can we rediscover the beauty of yesterday
before the countless tears you've cried
my heart is river, while yours is abused, is there a way to recover, from this silk circus blues?
SNAKE TOUNGED AND BITTER
THE CALL FOR EXILE, THE ENDLESS RAGE.
I SLEEP IN THE SEWER OF ROMANTIC MYTHS.
I AM THE FREAK YOU TRY IN VAIN TO HIDE. NICOTINE JUNKIE. COSMIC JAGGED EMOTIONAL FUCK.
I KNOW DEATH SO FUCKING WELL
I'VE DIED SO MANY TIMES IN A LOVER'S HELL. KILL ME!, RIP THE VEINS FROM MY SKIN. JUMPSTART MY EXISTANCE TO THE POINT OF MOLECULAR SIN.
TOSS AWAY THE MYTHS OF WHITE PICKETT FENCES. BURN AWAY THE FABLE OF LOVE. RACING MADLY ON A ONE WAY DEATH TRIP.
I AM A SMEAR ON THE MOTOR MADWAY. SELF DESTRUCTING WITH THE URGE TO FUCK.
fears of death
dancing on broken glass
the savage killer named love
devouring cancer of deception
bleeding heart romantic
a poet's personal hell
ashes of a passionate heart
dreams of sunny days
kisses from welcoming lips
the fairy tale brainwashing
a cold brutal damnation
the flowing wounds of betrayal
mourning the death of my trust
burning out at the pangs of youth
the closure to the dream
a monster of love feeds tonight tenderness denied once again
entering the temple of isolation
encasing my heart in a shell
freedom in a box
lost highway dog child
crash and burn legacy
scarlett damnation
i drink to kill shyness
the freak in life's sideshow
racing blindly towards the after life
a sleepwalker in a world of broken dreams
the hunger for you. tasting the sweet essence of desire. oh how i long to be in your palace of passion . the nectar of the ancient gods, moist exile. you are my maiden of eternal love. never do i wish to escape this sweet addiction .
my love is a highway leading for your heart.
i lost my soul on the last exit crashed and burned on a myth called love. my fate is in the night on an empty road. windshield wipers remove the tears of the ancient souls of sorrow. there is no place for me to hide my heart. no one to share my joy or pain. living as a highway gypsy i cannot stay. forever running in the desolation rain.
a tragic irony
we kill ourselves to live
but do we ever review our existance
our universe is but a lonley place in time
from the cradle to the grave is a small
distance
each breath is history
a forbidden poetry racing towards the edge but keep in mind memories are pennies in the wishing well of time
unborn,naked,and abused
soul searching in the fires of hell
i am king of the higway eternal standing tall where many have fell outcasted from the realm of love am i satan or a man?
lost and confused society's vultures pick away at my dreams . my soul shines though slightly abused
i live in a padded cell that is called earth walking on the bones of the billions denied i am king of the higway eternal the wounds of a warrior are hidden with pride.
broken wings and sharp razor claws
the fire of rage burns white hot in our fragile souls. manic landscaped utopia, did we reap or did we rape the earth? shy clownboy the village freak, come out of your shell. scream into the milky pale neon wilderness. asphalt priestess and trashcan saviours . release the years of neglect. the bitter yolk of existance, your children will one day own you .
insulting beauty with a kiss
soft manic morning bliss
the heart is a judas inside
what is a man if he has not cried?
insulting beauty with a smile
a pauper who's walked heartache's mile
the doors are locked, the wounds i hide
what is a man if he has no pride?
the worlds of passion, urges of delight
walls crumble during the darkest of nights
surrendering to the most ancient of charms
once more i've taken beauty into my arms
insulting beauty with a single touch
pain is a wine that i've drunken too much
how easy it is to hide in what is known
i wish to see the light but darkness has shown
i don't know where i'm going and damn if i care
destinations are temporary and i've no time to spare.
the rider of the pale horse is staring a hole right into me
i'm putting my faith into what's left of my fragile sanity.
lord gimmie a heart that's made of stone
send me to the land where only eagles have flown.
i been burning the candle at both ends and i feel so alone.
lord gimmie a heart that's made of stone
women come and go it's the story of my life
how many i wonder could of been the perfect wife.
my tank is near empty on this long and lonesome ride.
is there anything that can numb the eternal pain inside.
I
speed reinforced by aircraft
turnpike madness and laundromat exiles
how fast does one die?
pissing in the wind
motor madway
computer seance
the child's myth
whose to say what is real?
brainwashings and verbal beatings
the mysic road of life and death
circumfrence of madness
II
Social Hitlers Inc.
My Term For Society
killers of the mind and soul
rapist of a million dreamers
dreams die hard & fast
our elders made sure
no daughter is worthless
no son is a failure
words sting more than beatings
one day your childern will rise
the youth you now degrade
may come at you with knives
it's not to late for change
words of love bandage old wounds
signs of affection can rebuild
each action changes another's life
III
music is a form of sex
trashcan saviors of the city
i feel safe in darkness
tenderness can sting like cancer
trade my tender heart for peace of mind
i was once the freakboy, a village idiot
my dick knows that it can not rule me
my soul knows that it's time to hide
IV
the romantics are the poets
but the poets never find love
the dreamers are the future
but the dreamers never see tomorrow
i'm a nicotine whore
vices create inspiration
i've cheated death in the past
a lustful maiden with razor claws
give me a bullet to bite
give me a chance to write
i am a nicotine whore
my cosmic essence guides my hand
look outside at the wonders of life
look inside to kill the pain
the reborn and the dammed , a life of choice a time for seduction . the higway is my lover and the night my friend . nicotine fingers tapping out a beat on the wheel. i am a wolfchild,i am a medicine man of dark sexual cravings . i've seen the edge and i've walked it's dangerous line. i've seen satan and i spat in his face.i am the highway gypsy , my blood pumps electric urges , erotic seance of leather and skin. dance with me in fevered ectasy . my meat is pumping with ancient sensai . pain and pleasure blend into an addicting tonic . melting bodies of seduction and sweat . a pubic jungle of intensity . lust cries of pure ritual passion. grinding savage seance exploding into orgasmic reality
she comes to me in dreams with a single black rose in her hand . her raven black hair covering me as we lie in the wet sand. kisses turn painful as her white fangs puncture the pulsing veins of my neck in ectasy . i taste the sweetness of my blood on her tounge as i lose my humanity. at first i am the prey though now i am the hunter as i lay her down for heated passion . as daylight arrives i must hide in the caves with my sweet assassin
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