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Hurt13:13 Oct 23 2005
Times Read: 557
I lie down, weak and strugling
Nothing to gain, nothing to lose
Falling quickly in this pit
A pit of despair
Nothing above, just the glimmer of light
Nothing below, just the shadows
Nothing to my right
Nothing to my left
I fall, helplessly
Thorns around my ankles, pulling me down
Chains around my wrist, pulling me up
I lie in the middle
Waiting fot the thorns to let go
Waiting for the chain to break
Waiting, just waiting
For the rest of my destiny
Two words04:33 Oct 07 2005
Times Read: 558
White feathers
Crimson tears
Brown eyes
Black locks
Pale lips
Long limbs
Bare feet
Black dress
Tricklling Falls
Water puddles
Midnight sky
Silver moon
White stars
Cool air
Pink petals
Cherry trees
Dawn is rising
Lighter sky
Greener leaves
Warmer air
Stratched wings
Too late
ONe moment
I'm gone
Death's destruction
19:24 Oct 06 2005
Times Read: 559
Dying swans, Twisted wings
You need not hear a thing
Lot my love, lost my life
In this graden of fear
I have seen many things,
I this lifetime alone
Mother love is no more
Bring this savage back home
I'm watching all my past life,
Ad it doesn't have much time
Fot Apollo has ridden back home
And they take me to the galows below
For me the sands of time re runing low
On the day that I sleep forever
I wish for my sister death
Take this wretch in your comforting arms
Sing me to sleep, alluring lullaby
The sweet, serene calm Black Utopia
Will finally hold my soul deep again, grasping it
Never letting go, lay me to sleep
I do not live any longer
Yellow and Blue flew and destroyed
BLack and white, red and indigo
Destroyed death, her lullaby...
And my coffin so cold
A rose, a thistle a thornbush
Holding to it tight
Not minding the wounds, deep it may be
For few months ago, the gods arranged this to happen
Our best point and flush of youth
Was the time our eyes first met
An assult, an attack,
Of defenses that cannot hold
The resurging tide
This rush of emotions
It grew like fire
Consuming and setting alight
To every unsubmissive side
The wounds are deep,
The scars permanent
Buit I will never sleep forever
Lest I hurt you
My beloved prince
Death and Winter
12:49 Oct 05 2005
Times Read: 560
Winter comes again, colder this time
For the ice and snow are in my heart
The icy barrier, once broken, is rebuilt
By the pain that slowly feed upon my soul
My heart is bleeding again
As my soul cries out in sorrow
How I wish the my dearest sister death
Is right beside me this very minute
She’ll comfort me, with her words and her power
She’ll bid me to come to her...to take her hand
And when I agree, she’ll wrap me in her cloak
And bring me to a place I dream of
Song of a healing soul15:37 Oct 04 2005
Times Read: 561
Tears come out from my eyes as I hug you tight
Mimicking the drops of the ice around my heart
The barrier melts away, surrendering from the power of your love
Slowly letting me feel again
Layer by layer, beat by beat
I realize my feelings…I recognize them
Sorrow, joy, hate and love
You slowly teach my numb heart to perform its function.
I lay the pieces in front of you
And watch your fingers slowly begin to mend
This broken heart, this broken soul
By your hands it becomes, whole again…
Waiting
14:48 Oct 04 2005
Times Read: 562
I lie down on my bed of broken glass.
Watching the dancing shadows on the wall
Gazing at the twinkling sky above
Wondering when you will come
I lie in the crimson pool
The pool that kept my body alive
The moonlight flickers, playing with the ruby colored surface
As I lie motionless, pale against the liquid
I gaze up blankly at the blanket of stars
Wondering if it was meant to be
Wondering if I was meant to be dead after all
Wondering if you’ll come and save me
I move slightly, from the light
The light of my dearest mother moon
Bare at the gaze of my beloved stars
The black of my dress getting darker
I lie in wait as the night slowly fades
As my life slowly ends
Wondering where you are
Wondering where my Fallen angel is.
Observer's view
15:07 Oct 01 2005
Times Read: 564
I watch from the gathering darkness
A crimson flower in my hand
A mere shilouette nestled in the dark
Unseen by the figure who sits on the throne
I stand in my hidden sanctuary
Unsure if I should come out or not
My presence so light it's not even felt
As my gaze lingers on the shiluette before me
HIs clear blue eyes seemed slightly amused
As his gaze searched the dark room
I stepped back, deeper into the shadows
Afraid that he's notice me in his midst
I let go of the rose and it slides to his feet
I watch with bated breath, wther he'd pick it up or not
I lay waiting for his reaction
Only an observing servant of my prince
Marionette
14:59 Oct 01 2005
Times Read: 565
I sit in the dark, lonely and alone
As something caught my eye
A flash of pink around my wrists
Looking closely, I saw they were strings
I heard music play as light dawned on me
The curtain rose and I was on center stage
Eyes were gazing, directed at me
The strings tightened and I was forced to stand.
I began to slowly whirl and leap
Fully controlled by my puppeteer
The strings lifted my limbs and forced me to go through my paces
They sparked innocently as they moved me against my will
I seemed to recognize the sweet song
The tune with its haunting melody
It seems like something from my past that I should know
Yet my mind seemed to forget.
As the song was ending, I saw a familiar face in the crowd.
I gasp as I recognize those straight dark blonde locks.
You were watching me, as a cold smile graced your lips.
My eternal love, your eyes emotionless.
The song ended and I took my final stance
The curtain fell and so did I
The pressure on the strings were released
And I turned my head to look at my puppeteer
To my surprise Cupid smiled at me
His sweet face filled with childhood delight
His eyes filled with gentle mischief
He waved goodbye and left me there
Now I understand
My puppeteer was none but cupid
The strings were love
And the one in the audience was you, my lord, my beloved prince
The curtain will rise Again when the time if right
And the strings will force me to leap and dance
You will be in the audience watching me
With that cold amused smile, and those blank eyes.
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