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the verdict is in :) 9 months of pain, misery, llow confidence comments eating away at what little i had left... the decision is



Return to normal, sorry for any inconvience caused...



oh and in a totally unrelated matter i joined a pool team :)

Well its finished... 9 months of my life messed with, stress levels subsiding abck to normal (shame my blood pressure isnt following suit)



Decision meeting completed, it went well. Very positive meeting focused in the right areas... but we have been here before had the honey poured into our ears, just to miss the knife being slide between the shoulders...



Watch this space 5 - 10 days time, and you never know i may even become a newly refreshed and happy productive member of the shiny bunny club.

In 4 days time (im classing right now as Monday) i have a meeting to decide my future employment at the company i work for...



I know i dislike the way things have gone and i dislike aspects of the job but i really really REALLY dont want to be unemployed in the current marketplace.



I've been working on my defence (god that makes it sound like some sort of legal case), and i think i have a fairly watrtight case against them but meh will see.



my give a damn mesure at the moment seems to be faulty, swings from the "ZOMG im gonna lose my job and its all gonna be abck tot he way it was before" to the "So i lose my job, fair enough spend some time travelling or simply slacking... maybe even use this as your oportunity to stick one to the man and go self employed 9acutally would that be a stick one to the man or take one even tighter from the man?)

ok well surprise surprise, its come down to the wire, HRstill dont believe i am a fit enough member of the company to remain, so we are having a "decision meeting" to decide if i am actually fit for purpose or if i need to be sent away to find new employment...



To say im not a happy productive member of the shiny bunny team would be an understatement...



ah well...



2nd thing thats gone wrong, my pc decided to throw its toys out of the pram... (do you have any idea of the temptaion to lauch a full ATX case out of the nearest window when you get the error message



"Soory no boot device found please insert windows cd and try again... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRG



so 1 new hard drive later im back to well something stable, still really gutted as i had 150GB of stories, documents, photos and music (all elgal of course) on the old one.



Still did you know hard drives make good door stops.



and 3 well at this precise moment in time 1 is all im thinking about, come to think of it oh yeah 3 i've had 4 hours sleep in 3 days... overnight TV is almost as bad as daytime (except you sometimes get better movies)